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⤺ it's-a me! 🍂

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alexithymia moi
blandine television (november 2024)
evelyn movies (2024)
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gigi 2024 (tv)
  • being unrealistically athletic: doing backflips, running on walls, dancing while floating in the air, etc.
  • jumping/flying down a stairway, or climbing the railing
  • climbing in/on my parents' terrace
  • climbing out of my sky window at home (and flying away towards the forest)
  • climbing/sitting on roofs, then jumping off them (sometimes to fly, sometimes to fall)
  • finding interesting old family stuff in the attic
  • going through a supermarket/shop and eating/stealing as much as i can
  • noticing that the apartment/house i live in has many more rooms than i thought, and they are all glorious, big and luxuriously furnished - i am so, so happy that i get to live there and it's all mine
  • riding wild horses, or horses without a saddle
  • meeting famous people / fictional characters x
  • photographing or filming something very beautiful (e.g. nightsky with visible galaxies) or rare (e.g. a cougar in my garden). later the photos/videos annoyingly vanish before i can show them to anyone.
  • living in a different flat, usually one with a very strange floorplan

nightmares

  • arguing with someone (mom, tanja, etc)
  • being in a forest and climbing very tall trees to escape danger (dinosaurs or wild animals)
  • clogged toilets
  • public toilets without walls (often in schools)
  • dark basement with many doors and narrow passages / getting lost there
  • insects & spiders
  • my parents' basement being bigger, and at least one room is really creepy
  • doing something stupid (like disrespecting a teacher) because i know it's just a dream, but not being able to wake up and having to "live" with the consequences
  • having to pack my stuff really quick (e.g. to catch a bus), but somehow there's always more stuff and i'm never done

in the past

  • jumping/flying down the stairway next to the couch in my old middle school
  • romance with L.
  • bending the elements
may 9 2020 ∞
nov 14 2024 +