neighborhood cats :)

• holly (small, tabby) ♡ (⇢)
  • was shy at first, now she loves me, stays in my apartment every day and for hours on end, sometimes stays half the night. she's my silly little baby and i love her so much. she's a stray but is fed and taken to the vet by someone else in the building.
• bibi (small, gray and white)
  • very shy, only shows up sometimes to drink some water or take snackies from me, doesn't let me touch her. also a stray, probably holly's sibling.
• padmé (large, black, with harness) actual name: pushi
  • not very shy but quite independent, walks by every day and often visits my garden (and has visited my apartment in the past...

• ▩ · sit
• ▩ · tapping to come here
• ▢ · responding to her name
• ▢ · meowing at the door
• ▢ · beg/stand (& walk?!)
• ▢ · turn in a circle
• ▢ · paw / high-five / fistbump
• ▢ · meow on command

‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ 𝙨𝙥𝙤𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙡𝙤𝙬 ! ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ 🎲

‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ✩ .. rating (3 is still good) | ⌕ .. byler

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—— season 1 ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ (season avg: 3.6✩)

• 1 × the vanishing of will byers ✩✩✩ (⌕)
  • will goes missing, the search party starts, el is found by the boys
• 2 × the weirdo on maple street ✩✩✩
  • the boys hide el and learn of her powers; barb is killed
• 3 × holly, jolly ✩✩✩
  • joyce communicated with will via lights; will's 'body' is found

• work on uni stuff
• get doctor appointments done

• collect & try out new recipes
• watch stuff
  • star wars
• make video edit / compilation
  • best of coldmirror
  • danny gonzalez songs
  • songs i want nsp to cover
• study vocab
• draw
  • all doctors
  • cute girls
• make fractal art (pride? space?)
• minecraft
• play video games i want to play

some phrases, idioms and collocations i've come across. also see: favorite phrases

• white elephant
  • an (unwanted) possession/gift that is troublesome to maintain
• white whale
  • sth. that one can pursue with little chance of success
• touch and go
  • of a (desired) outcome: possible but very uncertain. "it was touch-and-go whether she could reach the pram before it overturned"
• roided out
  • having a very muscular physique, especially one obtained from the use of performance-enhancing drugs
• to hedge one's bets

(in austria.)

• 06.09.2025 · 🌑 · total lunar eclipse (blood moon) !! didn't see :(
• 12.08.2026 · ☀️ · total/partial solar eclipse !!!
• 28.08.2026 · 🌑 · partial lunar eclipse
• 02.08.2027 · ☀️ · partial lunar eclipse
• 26.01.2028 · ☀️ · partial lunar eclipse
• 31.12.2028 · 🌑 · total lunar eclipse (blood moon) !!
• 12.06.2029 · ☀️ · partial solar eclipse
• 26.06.2029 · 🌑 · total lunar eclipse (blood moon) !!
• 20.12.2029 · 🌑 · total lunar eclipse (blood moon) !!
• 01.06.2030 · ☀️ · partial solar eclipse

basic care.

• drink
• eat
• brush teeth, do skincare, brush hair
• change into comfy/clean clothes
• take a shower
• get some fresh air
• let the sun in
• regulate temperature
• go to sleep

senses.

• listen to music!
• eat delicious meal/snack
• take a long, hot shower
• smell favorite perfume
• listen to calming white noise, cat purring, etc
• wash face with cold water
• look at aesthetic images
• watch asmr/slime/soap cutting videos

‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ spoilers!

my fave objects to date:

• #43 cam (trashcan)
• #68 deenah (wardrobe/glitch)
• #69 ben-hwa (sex toy) ♡ ⇢
• #83 stepford (medals)
• #89 sophia (safe)
• #99 nightmare (nightmare) ♡

honorable mentions:

• #45 amir (mirror)
• #51 tyrell (towel)
• #52 farya (medkit)
• #78 henry hoove (vacuum)
• #87 bodhi windbreaker (time capsule)
• #98 doug (existential dread)

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• a taste of the divine by vel
• quotes about gods by goeth
• lesbian & bi characters by a
• examples of convergent evolution by fia
• music in music by vel
• the bible: how to read and study by soli deo gloria
• nautical fiction by alexithymia
• southern gothic books by alexithymia
• time periods by jesly

‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ words:

• archaic words by eleven
• quick noted words by eleven
• personal dictionary by eri
• latin vocab by vel
• words i enjoy by mau
• words new to me by berlingot
• words i like by Sam
• words i learned in 2025 by k
• vibey words by eleven

📖 literary studies

• Forms of Iconicity in Spenser’s Sonnet no. 75 and Herbert’s “Easter Wings”
  • Lit. Studies 1 (topic was given) (~10 pages) grade: 𝐀
• "The Gay Awakening": How Kate Chopin’s The Awakening tells an inherently queer story
  • Lit. Studies 2 (~10 pages) grade: 𝐀
• Intermediality and the X-Men
  • Intermediality (~5 pages) grade: 𝐀
• Be the Master of Your Own Destiny: Fate in Taylor Swift's "invisible string" and "Mastermind"
  • Love in Poetry and Pop Songs (~12 pages) grade: 𝐀

💬 linguistics

• First Language Attrition of Grammar

• ✔ lash lift
• ✔ castor oil (again)
• cleansing silicone pad / brush / konjac sponge / washcloth ??
• fake glasses (again)
• colored contacts???
• 10% azealic acid (i'm an idiot and have been using 3%)

makeup:

• self tanner
• self tanner contour
• self tanner freckles
• lip stain
• black lipstick
• foundation?

to do:

• actually use micellar water every time i wear makeup
• don't wash cleanser off immediately
• wash face towel more often

• blouse (offwhite comfy)
• y2k / low-waist jeans
• shrug / bolero / cropped cardigan / sleevelet
• bell-sleeve shirts (long sleeves)
• cutout top(s)
• off-shoulder tops
• summer sweatpants (white)
• wide alt shorts (knee-length)

shoes:

• comfy sandals
• tall boots for autumn
• running shoes

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i haven't been enjoying my hobbies (writing, drawing, coding, movies, etc.) lately, so it feels like i've not been doing anything. but there's other important things in life.

• say yes to opportunities
• attend events / get out of the house ⋆
• talk to new people
• enjoy the sun
• get appointments done
• indulge in low-energy, joyful hobbies ⋆
• write into my diary
• spend time with my family
• plan / work towards the future
• practice gratitude
• work on myself
• try out new hobbies ⋆
• do things for uni
• get moving