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β€Ί it's-a me! πŸ”Ž

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bookmarks:
marido episodes (episodes seen in 2025)
cassie tenderness in literature (2025)
Wolf dreams (2025 dreams)
maia β €
cig β™‘β™‘β™‘
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neighborhood cats :)

  • holly (small, tabby) β™‘ (β‡’)
    • was shy at first, now she loves me, stays in my apartment every day and for hours on end, sometimes stays half the night. she's my silly little baby and i love her so much. she's a stray but is fed and taken to the vet by someone else in the building.
  • bibi (small, gray and white)
    • very shy, only shows up sometimes to drink some water or take snackies from me, doesn't let me touch her. also a stray, probably holly's sibling.
  • padmΓ© (large, black, with harness) actual name: pushi
    • not very shy but quite independent, walks by every day and often visits my garden (and has visited my apartment in the past...
aug 4 2025 ∞
sep 11 2025 +
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  • β–© Β· sit
  • β–© Β· tapping to come here
  • β–’ Β· responding to her name
  • β–’ Β· meowing at the door
  • β–’ Β· beg/stand (& walk?!)
  • β–’ Β· turn in a circle
  • β–’ Β· paw / high-five / fistbump
  • β–’ Β· meow on command
sep 2 2025 ∞
sep 7 2025 +
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‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ✩ .. rating (3 is still good) | βŒ• .. byler

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β€”β€” season 1 ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ (season avg: 3.6✩)

  • 1 Γ— the vanishing of will byers ✩✩✩ (βŒ•)
    • will goes missing, the search party starts, el is found by the boys
  • 2 Γ— the weirdo on maple street ✩✩✩
    • the boys hide el and learn of her powers; barb is killed
  • 3 Γ— holly, jolly ✩✩✩
    • joyce communicated with will via lights; will's 'body' is found
aug 12 2025 ∞
sep 15 2025 +
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  • work on uni stuff
  • get doctor appointments done

  • collect & try out new recipes
  • watch stuff
    • star wars
  • make video edit / compilation
    • best of coldmirror
    • danny gonzalez songs
    • songs i want nsp to cover
  • study vocab
  • draw
    • all doctors
    • cute girls
  • make fractal art (pride? space?)
  • minecraft
  • play video games i want to play
jun 23 2025 ∞
jul 4 2025 +

some phrases, idioms and collocations i've come across. also see: favorite phrases

  • white elephant
    • an (unwanted) possession/gift that is troublesome to maintain
  • white whale
    • sth. that one can pursue with little chance of success
  • touch and go
    • of a (desired) outcome: possible but very uncertain. "it was touch-and-go whether she could reach the pram before it overturned"
  • roided out
    • having a very muscular physique, especially one obtained from the use of performance-enhancing drugs
  • to hedge one's bets
aug 3 2024 ∞
jul 30 2025 +

(in austria.)

  • 06.09.2025 Β· πŸŒ‘ Β· total lunar eclipse (blood moon) !! didn't see :(
  • 12.08.2026 Β· β˜€οΈ Β· total/partial solar eclipse !!!
  • 28.08.2026 Β· πŸŒ‘ Β· partial lunar eclipse
  • 02.08.2027 Β· β˜€οΈ Β· partial lunar eclipse
  • 26.01.2028 Β· β˜€οΈ Β· partial lunar eclipse
  • 31.12.2028 Β· πŸŒ‘ Β· total lunar eclipse (blood moon) !!
  • 12.06.2029 Β· β˜€οΈ Β· partial solar eclipse
  • 26.06.2029 Β· πŸŒ‘ Β· total lunar eclipse (blood moon) !!
  • 20.12.2029 Β· πŸŒ‘ Β· total lunar eclipse (blood moon) !!
  • 01.06.2030 Β· β˜€οΈ Β· partial solar eclipse
sep 6 2025 ∞
sep 11 2025 +
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basic care.

  • drink
  • eat
  • brush teeth, do skincare, brush hair
  • change into comfy/clean clothes
  • take a shower
  • get some fresh air
  • let the sun in
  • regulate temperature
  • go to sleep

senses.

  • listen to music!
  • eat delicious meal/snack
  • take a long, hot shower
  • smell favorite perfume
  • listen to calming white noise, cat purring, etc
  • wash face with cold water
  • look at aesthetic images
  • watch asmr/slime/soap cutting videos
jul 25 2025 ∞
aug 22 2025 +
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‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ spoilers!

my fave objects to date:

  • #43 cam (trashcan)
  • #68 deenah (wardrobe/glitch)
  • #69 ben-hwa (sex toy) β™‘ β‡’
  • #83 stepford (medals)
  • #89 sophia (safe)
  • #99 nightmare (nightmare) β™‘

honorable mentions:

  • #45 amir (mirror)
  • #51 tyrell (towel)
  • #52 farya (medkit)
  • #78 henry hoove (vacuum)
  • #87 bodhi windbreaker (time capsule)
  • #98 doug (existential dread)
aug 25 2025 ∞
aug 26 2025 +
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feb 8 2025 ∞
sep 14 2025 +

πŸ“– literary studies

  • Forms of Iconicity in Spenser’s Sonnet no. 75 and Herbert’s β€œEaster Wings”
    • Lit. Studies 1 (topic was given) (~10 pages) grade: 𝐀
  • "The Gay Awakening": How Kate Chopin’s The Awakening tells an inherently queer story
    • Lit. Studies 2 (~10 pages) grade: 𝐀
  • Intermediality and the X-Men
    • Intermediality (~5 pages) grade: 𝐀
  • Be the Master of Your Own Destiny: Fate in Taylor Swift's "invisible string" and "Mastermind"
    • Love in Poetry and Pop Songs (~12 pages) grade: 𝐀

πŸ’¬ linguistics

  • First Language Attrition of Grammar
aug 27 2024 ∞
sep 9 2025 +
  • lash lift
  • castor oil (again)
  • cleansing silicone pad / brush / konjac sponge / washcloth ??
  • fake glasses (again)
  • colored contacts???
  • 10% azealic acid (i'm an idiot and have been using 3%)

makeup:

  • self tanner
  • self tanner contour
  • self tanner freckles
  • lip stain
  • black lipstick
  • foundation?

to do:

  • actually use micellar water every time i wear makeup
  • don't wash cleanser off immediately
  • wash face towel more often
aug 13 2025 ∞
aug 14 2025 +
  • blouse (offwhite comfy)
  • y2k / low-waist jeans
  • shrug / bolero / cropped cardigan / sleevelet
  • bell-sleeve shirts (long sleeves)
  • cutout top(s)
  • off-shoulder tops
  • summer sweatpants (white)
  • wide alt shorts (knee-length)

shoes:

  • comfy sandals
  • tall boots for autumn
  • running shoes

‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ + y2k stuff in general

aug 24 2025 ∞
sep 6 2025 +
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i haven't been enjoying my hobbies (writing, drawing, coding, movies, etc.) lately, so it feels like i've not been doing anything. but there's other important things in life.

  • say yes to opportunities
  • attend events / get out of the house ⋆
  • talk to new people
  • enjoy the sun
  • get appointments done
  • indulge in low-energy, joyful hobbies ⋆
  • write into my diary
  • spend time with my family
  • plan / work towards the future
  • practice gratitude
  • work on myself
  • try out new hobbies ⋆
  • do things for uni
  • get moving

may 3 2025 ∞
sep 6 2025 +