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— jan.

• (01) new year's kiss; sleeping long; playing battleblock theatre with j.; watching the first episode of the 100 again with j.; playing die siedler von catan (02) going to the spa with j.; doing the online application to fh; making a table in blender; eating pizza bread; breaking my braces while eating (03) learning more about blender; studying maths; cooking pancakes with j.; taking a bath with j.; watching scrubs (04) j. is going home; shopping with tanja but not finding anything good; playing sims 4; working on my cookbook; working on diploma thesis (05) starting the day off by studying maths; finally making a list of tumblr theme makers; trying to find nice themes for my sims blog and portfolio; making a backup; watching doctor who with tanja (06) waiting a long time for breakfast; building a tiny house in sims; driving practice with dad; researching hair growth; studying maths while skyping with j. (07) reading through maths; finishing my tiny house in sims; driving with dad again; showering and eating alone and tired; studying maths (08) talking with florian about theoretical driving questions; being dizzy in p.e. because i'm so tired; studying maths while waiting for the bus; stupid driving lesson shit; browsing a random tumblr blog for an hour (09) watching an old movie in german class; having a marketing presentation; watching game grumps / egoraptor videos in the free lesson; playing monument valley on florian's phone; my laptop overheating (10) sleeping longer; studying maths in the morning; coming into school during break; watching stranger things in the train; watching more stranger things at home (11) stupid maths test; talking about gender roles with matt the exchange teacher; watching stranger things and finishing the season; feeling really bad about maths; trying out the piano again (12) my throat hurts; summarizing dbi; watching danny play space quest iii; playing crush crush again; watching stranger things with tanja (13) building a house in sims again; studying dbi; drawing a bit with textures brushes in SAI; watching bob's burgers; watching arietty with j. (14) trying to find a nice wig; playing crush crush; being really happy with j.; watching when marnie was there with tanja; watching game grumps videos (15) so much snow; studying hard in programming class (for programming); my sad emoticon sweater arrived; working hard on java again - at home!; trying out eyeliner (16) trying out a new morning routine so i can sleep 15 minutes longer; dbi test; four free lessons; doing the poster for diploma thesis; crying bc of stranger things (17) train being 20 minutes late; hell on earth with... that... teacher; maths sucks btw; finishing stranger things. damn.; watching random youtube videos (18) good surprise: i didn't fail maths!; and i was the best on on the dbi test of all three classes!; don't feel like studying so i'm watching the crown; failing at drawing.. again; starting to watch princess mononoke (19) syp test; the finale of doki doki...; studying programming; trying out a cute drawing style; watching game grumps paper mario ttyd (20) thinking i overslept, but it's the weekend; studying programming theory; downloading tons of sims 4 maxis match cc; struggling with programming; showing tanja doki doki scenes (21) downloading cc hair for sims; playing sims; asking kenan about programming and then studying; listening to dunkel wars by alligatoah; going to bed at like 8pm or so (22) first time p.e. with the new teacher; programming test went well; reading lolita; playing sims 4; skyping with j. (23) reading some more lolita; working on the open house day diploma poster; seeing a cute dog in the train; writing about why school sucks; trying to get nvs to work (24) petting the school cat; browsing through zalando; sitting on sarah's seat; buying makeup remover; drawing (25) being annoyed in the morning; trying to work on diploma thesis; watching the crown while driving home; making a rags-to-riches gardener sim; j. has no time for me (26) being nervous about programming project; browsing r/hmmm; j.!!! in g. and going home; good food at home; almost falling asleep while watching princess mononoke (27) sleeping till 8; j. playing sims for like two hours; bad midday; building a house with j. in sims; getting a massage from j. (28) continuing the sims house with j.; watching scrubs with j.; goodbye j.; thankfully being pretty good at the parking exercises; doing my nails (29) extremely tiring p.e.; a nice conversation with florian about childhood games; supposedly no internet, but there is; changing all my passwords; being happy with my drawing (30) being awake at 2 am; so many school lessons for nothing; working on diploma thesis; no internet while driving home; skyping a bit with j. (31) nvs wasn't even that bad; almost missing the bus because of the crown; working on bwmj presentation; playing scribble.io with j.; preparing my outfit for the weekend

— feb.

• (01) the moon shining at my face when i woke up; god dbi is boring; english test was actually not super easy; working on diploma thesis; watching maze runner 2 (02) watching lots of the crown; tag der offenen tür; going subway with t, p and m; watching maze runner 3 in the cinema; talking a lot with t (03) waking up at t's place; more tag der offnen tür; sorting my drawers; updating many lists; trying out a face mask thing (04) staying in bed way too long; parking exercises with dad - getting better!; asking my parents about getting a tattoo; waching scrubs with j.; finishing the bwmj presentation with the three fuckups (05) p.e. was exhausting again; bwmj presentation; to the diploma thesis company after school; wasting a lot of time at home; struggling with maths homework (06) working hard on dbi; getting free food after an annoying presentation of a company; florian showing me juggling; skyping with j.; not really getting that much stuff done, but at least writing a todo list (07) being an hour late for school because of snow; my throat hurts a bit; my throat hurts a lot; discording with j.; working on maths and realizing the final exam isn't going to be that hard (08) staying home from school because of my throat; building my dream bedroom in sims; working on dbi; tattoo costs a hundred bucks?? wtf; starting howl's moving castle with tanja (09) staying home again; on my way to j.; asking at the tattoo studio; having fun with j.; watching scrubs (10) cooking a lot; baking a stritzel; not-lie-in-bed challenge (we lost); going for a walk and talking pictures; buying spotify premium (11) eating our self-made stritzel; playing sims (continuing or house); playing minecraft; the earlier train is cancelled; working on my cv and portfolio while driving home (12) late bc of snow, thankfully theddy is here; not going to p.e.; practising driving with mom; practising german commas; trying to find my driving theory book (13) fasching!; early home and driving with dad; working on my carrrd; at my relatives' house for celebration; shitty evening (14) not many people at school; driving practise with mom; dragon cave valentine's day event; discording with j.; drawing cats (15) practising german spelling; practising driving with mom again; playing crush crush; discording with j.; going to sleep a bit too late (16) waking up earlier, watching more than 1 hour of game grumps; lots of free lessons; three driving lessons; discording with j., watching scrubs with him; going to sleep quite early (almost falling asleep while watching game grumps) (17) lots of listography; lots of studying german and working otherwise for school, throughout the whole day!; my tooth hurts; pizza for dinner; starting to prepare for maths studying (18) struggling to find motivation to work as much as yesterday; taking the picture for my cv; driving practise with dad; lots of listography; watching two episodes of scrubs with j. (19) i overslept, but i had a lucid dream so it's ok; working a bit on diploma thesis task list; trying to work a bit for fh; i love birds. i want a bird.; watching three episodes of scrubs with j. (20) found a cool new app; reading a lot about lucid dreaming; drawing some flowers; working on diploma thesis (..finally); going to sleep early (21) really nervous about garantiefahrt; garantiefahrt.. went great!; love that app; working on diploma thesis bullshit; watching more scrubs with j. <3 (22) wrote the ext about the work i did yesterday; discording and watching scrubs with j.; not doing any work for fh even though i wanted to; watching some nice youtube content; trying not to get too nervous about driving lessons (23) driving test - success!; finishing howl's moving castle with tanja; driving alone for the first time; eating pizza with j.; getting my first tattoo (24) playing lots of minecraft with j.; working a bit on the application project for fh; playing exquisite corpse; showering; watchiing some scrubs with j. (25) playing minecraft with j.; drawing game with j., tanja, and florian; saying bye to j. :(; watching some dan and phil and chilling; working on diploma thesis finally (26) minus 15 degrees; not participating in p.e. and working on diploma thesis instead; going to the doctor; dad fixing my light aka me wasting time bc i hate not being alone; issues with discord (27) lots of college presentations that are boring; questioning my future/career choices; studying for german; j. showing me his phone; sleep (28) i hate nvs; struggling with studying german; i hate nvs even more now; uploading stuff to my online portfolio; working on fh poster - soon done!

— mar.

• (01) working on syp; working on dbi; tanja's here so i'm wasting time; working so much on dbi; going to sleep way too late (02) having to wake up earlier; three hours of writing the german test - my last one ever! except matura; going home earlier, with florian; listening to cool music with tanja; watching stuff with tanja (03) nintendogs; working a lot on programming: first third; watching scrubs; eminem songs; browsing instagram (04) dan coming out .. somehow; really not motivated to study programming; playing skyrim; being stressed a f; discording with j. (05) productive day at school; phoning with j. bc he can't discord; watching one (1) game grumps video; studying a heck lot of maths; not going to sleep when i should (06) dad drives me and florian to school; last english test ever; wanting to watch the crown but having to do nvs in the train; fangirling over the new nsp music video; studying maths but not getting anything done (07) finally not having to wake up earlier anymore (but still waking up and not being able to sleep anymore); studying english in the train; packing for j.; i hate maths; discording with j. finally again (08) working on dbi with sarah; driving to j.; studying lots of programming in the train; also listening to music and daydreaming; arriving at j.'s place (09) open house day at fh; studying for maths a lot while j. is working; playing antichamber; playing the geography app together; eating baguette (10) studying maths a lot; trying to paint with oil colors and failing horribly; eating the best fucking food in the world aka the thai place; in the park / at the playground with j.; playing minecraft (11) watching scrubs in the morning; hiding love notes for j.; studying programming while driving home; meeting my sister's boyfriend; watching scrubs with tanja and him (12) staying home from school; working a lot, but not having time for maths; studying maths; phoning j. over telegram bc discord doesn't work; going to bed early (13) finishing the dbi import; trying to study while my classmates are incredibly annoying; studying while driving home; studying at home; not being able to sleep for an hour (14) studying for nvs final; nvs final; ughhh; not wanting to study maths anymore; finally some me-time (15) reading maths books; going to the doctor; regretting helping a woman out by borrowing my phone; studying a bit maths; downloading a new mobile browser (16) revising diploma thesis and working on nvs questions; deciding not to go to the info event of the volunteer year; on the swingset with tanja; studying a bit of maths; watching scrubs with tanja (17) at the dentist (alone, with the car); watching a lot of scrubs with tanja; studying maths; watching youtube; searching for apartments (18) being in bed a long time, studying nvs; updating listography finally; studying maths; finishing studying through maths once!!; starting to play prey and it's really cool (19) playing prey; collecting dbi stuff to study; playing even more prey and even getting motion sickness from it; watching game grumps in bed; putt a blanket down for feli (20) stress in the morning, all for nothing; maths a level test; super boring syp lessons where there's just presentations; listening to music while driving home; belly pain (21) nvs test; dan and phil are models basically at this point; phoning with j. :); studying dbi... a bit; playing prey (22) dbi test; watching a movie about plastic in english lesson (and the americans are here); watching the crown while driving home; playing prey but it keeps getting more difficult so.. meh; watching moonlight (23) lots of free lessons; taking 3 hours to get home; rewatching crazy, stupid love; lots of eminem; reading for syp essay (24) working on syp; playing solitaire; watching 8 mile; doing a tiny bit for maths; phoning with j. (25) late breakfast; studying programming (xml); watching shrek 2; drawing; watching scrubs with j. (26) struggling with ajax a lot; running to daft punk music; watching scrubs by myself; watching game grumps mario party; it's raining! not little! (27) getting the contract for the dorms; studying programming; watching a lot of game grumps and scrubs while playing mahjong; hearing the first thunder of the season; helping theddy with maths (28) studying programming; painting my nail for easter; showing tanja eminem stuff; watching scrubs with tanja; finally not going to sleep super late (29) filling out the contract with the help of mom; playing the old winx nintendo game; studying programming; jogging in the rain; going to sleep early but not being able to sleep (30) getting my blood tested at the doctor's; cooking with tanja; trying out pixel art again; watching workout videos on youtube; studying programming (31) going into the garden with tanja in the morning; getting stuck with something in studying java; osterfeuer; playing darts with t,k,g; playing a weird, old children's trivia quiz game with them

— apr.

• (01) dan and phil's easter baking video; finishing a difficult java exercise; watching april fools videos; swingset with tanja; discording very shortly with j. (02) updating listography; easter celebration with relatives: many new(ish) people; playing ping pong ; playing games with t,k,k,g including frisbee; getting fake glasses (03) studying programming; going into the garden with t,k; starting game grumps windwaker playthrough; pixel arting; watching cinemasins with j. (04) driving to school with florian; wearing my glasses to school; going to the hairdressers, getting my eyebrows done; removing my nail polish while watching game grumps; not being able to fall asleep (05) watching youtube videos for like 4 lessons in school; getting more than 100% on the test i thought i failed; having to study maths; playing minesweeper; going to bed early (06) 6 free lessons basically, fucking boring; waiting for the bus for over an hour with a girl form my town; studying maths; playing minesweeper; finishing season 1 of scrubs (again) (07) lying in bed for an awfully long time; struggling with maths; playing scribble.io with j.; trying out terraria; listening to scrubs soundtrack (08) eating something else on sunday morning that usually and it's good; studying programming; playing terraria; exercising a bit; discording with j. (09) sitting next to t. in the train; maths test; actually doing something in programming; it's super warm; trying to study a bit of programming but i'm not motivated (10) wahlpflichtfach being super boring omg; super long group 'presentation' thing in syp; being very dizzy and having a headache; florian trying to teach me how to tie shoes quickly; discording (and talking a lot with) j. (11) staying home from school; totally home alone; watching game grumps while eating; playing chess online with j.; watching the first episode of game of thrones (12) not many people in school; i'm the only one there for dbi; continuing game of thrones; driving home from the bus stop, alone (also from home to there in the morning); not eating dinner... again (13) stupid programming test; leaving earlier to catch the earlier train to j.; cuddling with j.; watching a bit of game of thrones; j. showing me his minecraft world (14) great picnic; feeding the ducks apple slices; eating ice cream; eating spinach; watchiing life of brian (15) playing minecraft with j.; making and eating wraps with j.; watching game of thrones in the train; driving home with tanja (16) having p.e. for the first time in ages; getting the programming test back and i have a B!; watching game of thrones; playing minesweeper (adventure) with florian when driving home; making a plan for studying programming (17) staying home from school; playing minecraft on hard mode; studying programming; discording with j.; watching game of thrones in the evening (18) getting an A on the last maths test; studying programming while driving home; watching two episodes of game of thrones; studying programming; discording with j. (19) there's a new game grumps mario maker episode; working on dbi ausarbeitung; doing abit of maths; watching game of thrones; studying programming (20) a whole school day of doing nothing at all; but i'm actually studying programming so thats somethiing; also studying programming while driving home; and at home i study a bit of maths but not much; watching game of thrones (21) watching game of thrones on the roof in the sun to get a tan; vanilla pudding; bullshit programming bullshit is bullshit; discording with j.; watching jack and dean videos (22) concentrating on studying maths for today; finishing season 2 of game of thrones; watching more jack and dean and tomska videos; discording with j.; learning chess a bit (23) wearing a dress to school; the last time p.e. ever; last time driving home with florian; studying programming; playing chess with j. (and beating him) (24) waking up three times in the night bc of pain; playing chess with j. while in school; stupid teacher and leaving earlier (after 5 lessons); studyin in the train; studying at home (25) i look cool with my jeans jacket; studiyng german because i got nervous in the german lesson; watching a lot of game grumps; not really doing anything, procrastinating a lot; starting to get a throat ache (26) deciding to stay home from school because of throat ache; not really doing anything except watching game grumps a lot; watching two new episodes of tbbt; trying to study programming; watching vine compilations (27) being in school for almost nothing; studying german and english while driving home; studying programming; driving alone to get tanja; watching scrubs with tanja (28) staying in bed long; on the swingset with tanja; having huge problems with programming but manuel helps me; studying german with tanja (for me and her); watching scrubs with tanja (29) swingset with tanja; studying programming; playing the boardgame concept with tanja; watching ponyo with tanja; watching the guest grumps with rhett and link (30) having a lucid dream; studying programming; starting to watch good mythical morning again.. alot; receiving an actual physical letter from j.; feeling bad bc i don't study a lot

— may.

• (01) deciding not to study maths today; studying maths...; watching a lot of good mythical morning; reading gmm fanfiction; discording with j. (02) waking up from nightmare in the middle of the night; getting up at 5 am; photoshoot for matura; eating ice cream (theoretically) with school near school; mom picks me up so i don't have to wait for the bus; studying for German final (03) thunderstorm during night; german finals; getting home quite early; staying in bed literally all day; watching good mythical morning for hours (04) programming finals; entertaining myself with a bug at the bus stop; getting email from fh; watching a lot of good mythical morning again!; studying maths (05) studying maths; listening to the legend of zelda soundtrack; doing housework; playing stardew valley a bit; watching one episode of scrubs with j. (06) looking through the cool old pictures from the middle school; playing stardew valley; studying maths; eating pizza; discording with j. (07) waking up late; playing stardew valley; studying a bit of maths and english; we got a new fridge; trying to going to sleep early (but failing) (08) driving to the train station by myself early in the morning; i dressed to summerly for this quite cool weather so i'm freezing; english finals; watching good mythical morning in bed; studying maths for like 5 minutes (09) driving to the train station by myself again ; maths finals; cleaning my room; doing yoga; starting to read it by stephen king (10) waking up early and doing yoga; playing stardew valley; really enjoying the free day; theddy inviting me to egypt; packing for going to j. (11) manuel driving me to the second train because the first one is cancelled; driving to j.; seeing baby ducks and eating delicious food; doing stuff alone while j. is working; watching scrubs (12) j. locking us out of the house accidentally; going grocery shopping; starting to watch black panther; making pancakes; playing a kawaii pastel dress-up game on my phone (13) showering; playing geoguessr with j.; watching game of thrones while driving home; writing down ideas for my app; watching some game grumps episodes (14) sorting files and resetting twitter account; playing stardew valley and the dress-up game; taking a long shower; planning on how to study dbi; discording with j. (15) studying for diploma presentation; playing stardew valley; studying dbi; discording with j.; planning a stardew valley farm (16) watching mortemer videos; working a bit for dbi; watching game of thrones; sitting in front of the radiator with feli while it's raining; watching youtube before falling asleep (17) taking the wrong turn when driving in the morning; school; watching the red wedding episode of game of thrones; working a bit on dbi; going to sleep early (18) waking up early for school; being in school; eating at the cinema with tanja; watching infinity war in the cinema with tanja; watching the finale of game grumps' a way out series (19) cooking burgers with tanja; watching game of thrones with tanja; working on dbi; playing harvest moon with tanja; listening to music with tanja (20) watching iron man with tanja; making an edm playlist on spotify; watching a dan and phil games video with tanja; working on dbi; watching game of thrones and good mythical morning with tanja in the living room in the evening (21) sleeping super long because i had a lot of dreams; mom's home again; dragon cave update; watching game of thrones with tanja; working on dbi (22) staying in bed long and watching youtube videos; phoning driving school for the appointment; working on the diploma presentation; watching a lot of game of thrones while lying in bed because of period pain; working on dbi (23) unfollowing people on tumblr; watching game of thrones; trying to drink enough; reading homestuck; not being able to fall asleep (24) school; getting my finals grades; phoning with j. while driving home; exercising while watching good mythical morning; working on dbi; watching one episode of game of thrones before going to sleep (25) school again, so useless and i'm very tired; exercise; printing out dbi stuff; studying for an hour; watching game of thrones (26) studying; playing lots of stardew valley; not being able to concentrate enough to study; exercising, being really hot even though it's not that warm; watching good mythical morning (27) watching a LOT of marzia videos (for like, hours); deleting all emails on my email account; also watching pewdiepie videos; finishing season 5 of game of thrones; failing at studying (28) recording a wheel of mythicality intro; watching game of thrones; waching good mythical morning; practising for diploma thesis presentation; phoning with j. (29) discord doesn't work, so phoning with j. again; swinging on the swingset; starting a jigsaw puzzle; texting with theddy; watching marzia videos and game of thrones (30) waking up at 5 am; diploma presentation and early home again; crocheting with tanja while watching good mythical morning; on the swingset with tanja; studying for dbi (31) studying for dbi; jigsaw puzzle (fail) with tanja; playing sims; watching weird youtube videos for hours; watching game of thrones

— jun.

• (01) building a house in sims; failing at crocheting; studying dbi; attempting crocheting again; (re-)watching spiderman homecoming with tanja (02) many nightmares, being up in the middle of the night; building a cinema in sims; tanja made kebap; watching tanja build a house in sims; reading a fanfiction (03) erdbeerland; barbecue; reading fanfictions; looking at fanart; watching game of thrones with tanja (04) dan and phil sims video; building mini houses in sims; starting to study not-theory dbi; practising driving with dad; discording with j. (05) perfection drive; studying dbi; tom holland lipsync video; managing spotify playlists; tom holland lipsync video... still (06) staying in bed long; reading fanfiction; studying dbi; writing fanfiction; watching game of thrones (07) in school; writing fanfiction; studying dbi a tiny bit; watching game of thrones; headache (08) studying dbi; watching jaws; watching youtube videos; making lists; discording with j. :) (09) waking up late; watching game of thrones alot; studying dbi; finishing game of thrones; working on my fanfiction (10) working on my fanfiction; watching american horror story; watching even more ahs; studying dbi; watching dan and phil games (11) studying dbi; watching american horror story; swinging on the swingset; working on my fanfiction; making gifs (12) watching game grumps and american horror story; studying dbi; updating listography; having a headache; discording with j. (13) watching good mythical morning; watching american horror story; studying dbi; making tumblr blogs; watching game grumps (14) in school for nothing; not studying at all; still not studying but at least doing something; working on my youtube userstyle; watching amerhican horror story (15) cuddling with feli; finish watching ahs asylum; watching an episode of black mirror; discording with j.; watching three episodes of riverdale (16) studying dbi; watching a LOT of riverdale; watching gmm; watchin even more riverdale; failing at studying dbi (17) tasty breakfast; watching riverdale; watching ear biscuits; watching gmm; nothing else (18) studying dbi; watching riverdale and gmm; swinging on the swingset; discording with j.; shaving my legs and painting my toenails (19) watching riverdale; watching gmm; studying dbi; preparing for my last school days; shaving my arms (20) going to school; getting an A; browsing reddit; cleaning my room (partly); falling asleep while watching game grumps (21) sorting files; backupping files; dancing; watching gmm and game grumps; discording with j. (22) sleeping in the train; diploma presentation and getting money for it; preparing my outfit; maturantenverabschiedung; discording with j. (23) cleaning my room and the bathroom; mom showing me how to clean toilets; building a house in sims; watching youtube videos; hip hop dancing (24) not really doing anything; finishing cleaning my room (including my memory folder); cleaning out my closet while watching gmm; working on my cookbook; watching the princess bride (25) playing minecraft; period pain; picking up florian at the train station ; watching ear biscuits; setting up my laptop (26) setting up my laptop; scanning things; updating my tumblr theme blog; finishing riverdale; making a tumblr tag page (27) updating my tumblr theme blog; playing roller coaster tycoon classic; reading gmm fanfiction; packing for j.; making a tumblr theme resource list (28) driving to j.; playing roller coaster tycoon classic; playing planet coaster with j.; eating chicken; starting to watch the princess bride j. (29) playing planet coaster again; finished watching the princess bride; eating scrambled eggs with cheese; watching traumschiff surprise; falling asleep while j. plays planet coaster (30) going to the zoo; playing basketball; being very tired; playing an animal quiz app; starting to rewatch jurassic park

— jul.

• (01) playing steam games; driving home; watching westworld; playing roller coaster tycoon classic; coming home (02) playing planet coaster; updating my cv (finally); learning how to cook that one soup; going running; downloading musical.ly (03) making tumblr themes; practising/learning css; cooking with mom; making gifs; attempting to shuffle (04) making lists; working on a tumblr theme base code; finding new old music; showing that music to tanja; showing tanja the first episode of riverdale (05) working on my basecode; shaving; dancing; waiting for tanja to come home (again); updating my old themes (06) watching riverdale with tanja; starting a tumblr blog theme; playing 911 operator; watching more riverdale; watching gmm (07) sleeping in; on the swingset with tanja listening to nsp; making pizza with tanja; working on my theme; watching the princess bride with tanja (08) dreaming so fucking much; working on my theme; aunt and uncle are here; playing würfelpoker with florian; watching riverdale with tanja (09) finishing my theme; trying out tattoo makeup cover up; watching gmm; going to the mayor and being bored for two hours; watching riverdale with tanja (10) watching game grumps; watching gmm with tanja; finishig my script; watching the office a lot; almost finishing riverdale season 1 with tanja (11) working on my theme; new twenty one pilots music!!; working on my theme some more so i can finish it today; watching the office; finishing riverdale season 1 with tanja (12) starting my new theme; watching the office; watching gmm; procrastinating; watching riverdale and gmm with tanja (13) waking up early for fahrsicherheitstraining; fahrsicherheitstraining; playing würfelpoker with tanja (something very unlikely happened); watching gmm in the kitchen while tanja and manuel are there; watching riverdale with tanja and showing her the office (14) biiig shopping trip!; eating at bausatz; karin coming over; "remaking" the one scene from our old movie in the kitchen; singing karaoke with her for two hours (15) working a bit on my theme; trying to make slime (and failing); watching gmm; playing overcooked with tanja again; watching riverdale with tanja (16) playing overcooked with tanja; working on my theme while watching the office; reading rhink fanfiction; feeling sick; watching riverdale with tanja (17) receiving birthday presents; twenty one pilots presale; batschen werfen with tanja (the batchen bitch) and florian (the phantom); eating pringles and playing schwarzer peter with them; florian showing us card tricks (18) playing overcooked with tanja; watching alot of the office; being on "polyvore" aka urstyle; having an idea for the next tumblr theme; eating snacks (19) waking up a bit earlier finally; learning about responsive design; trying out responsive design; watching a lot of the office again; beginning to watch rhett and link's buddy system (20) playing overcooked with tanja; updating my thing list; fixing my nails; trying out the masonry script; not being able to fall asleep (21) updating listography; watching your name; updating my blog theme; watching sakura trick; working on my list of stuff for moving out (22) listening to buddy system and sakura trick soundtrack; downloading an app to learn coding; coding themes; playing overcooked alone; taking a bath in green water (23) coding; learning jquery; working on my new theme (the content); watching the office; planning an escape room with tanja (24) working on my own theme; playing overcooked with tanja; cooking; showing tanja gmm compilations; doing the javascript tutorial (25) using my new theme; learning some html/css; reading rhink fanfiction; watching dumb youtube videos; not being able to fall asleep again (26) shopping for moving out; writing down phrases in other languages; new twenty one pilots music video!!; finding my old mp3 player and listening to music on it with tanja; searching for a mundharmonika (27) learning php; playing overcooked with tanja; working on my theme; going to woazbrodn and learning the new top song lyrics with tanja; going outside (and a bit into the forest) with tanja and trying to spot star constellations (28) writing rhink fanfiction; not really doing a whole lot; talking about fanfiction with tanja (on the swingset); watching riverdale with tanja; watching the game grumps scare to care livestream (and donating 5$) (29) doing css exercises; starting to read a very very long rhink fanfic (for hours); going swimming with tanja; listenting to ear biscuits with tanja; watching scrubs with tanja (30) trying out dreamweaver; struggling with dreamweaver; watching gmm; reading rhink fanfiction; watching buddy system season 2 for hours (31) finishing the tumblr theme finally; reading lots of rhink fanfics; watching sakura trick; reading more fanfics; watching scrubs with tanja

— aug.

• (01) reading rhink fanfics; trying to write a jquery plugin; listening to country music; showing tanja some gmm; watching scrubs with tanja (02) watching game grumps videos in bed; working on my plugin some more; new nsp song/video; starting to write another rhink fic; watching tatinof on youtube red with tanja (03) working on ANOTHER new theme; watching gmm; changing my desktop setup because i got my new keyboard; starting to write another rhink fic; making a country music playlist (04) having problems with my desktop setup; continuing work on my theme; watching gmm(ore); reading fanfics; showing tanja gmm stuff (05) finishing my theme; watching gmm; reading fanfics; watching the 100; showing tanja gmm stuff (06) fixing some stuff from my theme up; watching gmm(ore); on the swingset with tanja; watching the tatinof 1-hour long behind the scenes with tanja; reading about 50k words of rhink fanfiction (07) answering questions on my theme blog; reading rhink fanfics a lot; planning the outside challenge with tanja; playing skip-bo with tanja; starting to read a creepy rhink fanfic (08) planning the outside challenge; reading fanfiction; finishing season 5 of the 100; new top song/video; watching star trek with tanja (09) playing nintendo ds; drawing in the flipnotes (rabbit lightning) and it actually turned out nice; watching gmm; drawing some more; watching a lot of videos with tanja (10) starting to watch iron man 2 with tanja; watching gmm; holding my breath for almost 2 minutes; working on my base code; reading rhink fanfiction (11) playing mikado and blöff with tanja; driving somewhere with tanja so she can buy her skateboard (listening to ear biscuits in the car); going to the jumping place with lots of trampolines; helping dad chop wood in the garden, and he tells us about his childhood; watching garfield with tanja (and dad) (12) good breakfast; driving to the zoo with dad and tanja (i drive the car); baby sloth!!; being super exhausted and watching gmm; planning a youtube channel with tanja (13) eating my nameday sweets; watching gmm in tanja's room; feeling a little sick; lying in the hammock in the garden; going to bed early and reading fanfics (14) reading fanfics; playing sims (rhett and link); watching episode 1 of brooklyn nine-nine; . (15) playing sims (and my laptop overheating); trying out my bicycle; rewatching some buddy system (season 2) with tanja; grilling; having a really bad headache (16) making rhett and link from buddy system season 2 in sims 4; working on a social media page theme; editing my rhink fanfic; beginning a new rhink fanfic; watching brooklyn nine-nine (17) working on my new fic; playing "puzzlerama"; finishing the birthday page theme; working on my base theme; planning the gmm theme (18) working on the base theme; dancing; working on the gmm theme; making a rhett and link telegram stickerpack; watching two episodes of sakura trick (19) working on my fanfic; working on the gmm theme; having a super cool outfit (and ponytail); eating icecream with kevin's family; watching der schuh des manitu with tanja (20) shopping with mom and tanja; breakfast while shopping; finishing my basecode and starting the revamp for an old theme; finishing sakura trick ;(; rewatching the new gmm episode with tanja (21) cooking with tanja; rewatching the first episode of sherlock; reading a german children's book with tanja in the kitchen; working on the theme revamp; watching gmm with tanja (22) finishing the theme revamp; finishing my rhink fanfic; watching phan compilations; starting to watch it (2017); reading (23) finishing it; watching the second (and later third) episode of sherlock with tanja; going swimming; dyeing tanja's hair (24) reading sherlock fanfics; watching sherlock with tanja; watching cinefix videos; watching hannibal; watchinig more sherlock with tanja (25) cooking with tanja; taking a nap (accidentally); watching hannibal; making movie lists; watching sherlock with tanja (26) eating at cinema while watching silent trailers; watching cinefix videos; watching sherlock with tanja (again); watching hannibal; reading fanfiction (27) watching sherlock with tanja (twice); watching hannibal; reading fanfics; watching gmm; listening to white noise while falling asleep (28) taking pictures at tanja's project for children at the library; watching the sherlock special episode with tanja; finishing season 1 of hannibal; listening to a great playlist; drawing my mind palace (29) drawing will graham; listening to the playlist again; watching sherlock with tanja; finishing sherlock; watching hannibal (30) watching hannibal; watchinig even more hannibal (a lot); watching gmm with tanja; on the swingset with tanja; mind palace (31) finishing season 2 of hannibal; preparing for tumblr theme commissions; watching gmm with tanja; collecting sherlock quotes; watching the sherlock pilot

— sept.

• (01) starting a commission; watching hannibal (season 3); waxing my legs; watching even more hannibal (the scene <3); reading hannibal and sherlock fanfics (02) watching hannibal; working on my commission; listenting to music while coloring my coloring book; watching more hannibal; reading sherlock fanfictions (03) finishing hannibal; watching a lot of crack and blooper videos; reading fanfics; starting a wonderful novel-length fanfic on my ereader (04) reading a lot of fanfiction on my ereader; working on (finishing) the commission; working on a new page theme; rewatching an old episode of supernatural with tanja; reading (with a shitty reading lamp) (05) cooking by myself (sticky chicken without the sticky); eating with chopsticks; writing down childhood memories with tanja; playing gefängnis with tanja; reading (06) reading; on the swingset with tanja; planning the outside challenge with tanja; coding a bit; reading more (07) reading; coding; watching wonder woman with tanja; sorting my files; showing tanja hannibal scenes (08) attempting to code in dreamweaver (and failing horribly); driving to the library to get some games (not the direct route) with tanja; preparing the outside challenge with tanja; writing a hannibal fanfiction (sort of); writing a hannibal fanfiction (for real now) (09) OUTSIDE CHALLENGE! preparation in the morning; in the garden, writing my fanfic, listening to cds; in the forest (super exhausting); lots of bicycling (to florian, steckchenbrot); taking a cold shower outside when it's already dark (10) god damn leg pain; working on my behance portfolio; cleaning my room; writing tv show recommendations; writing my hannibal fic (11) trying to code (and failing again and again); improving my cv; working on a network page theme; watching hannibal crack videos (and realizing that i've pronounced mads mikkelsen's name wrong); copying my oldest diary into my digital diary (12) working on my listography lists; working on my network page theme; watching hannibal-related videos; watching deadpool 2; reading fanfiction/book (13) finishing my about page; editing a picture in photoshop; listening to simon curtis music; reading fanfiction/book; watching die 7 zwerge with tanja (14) making a vocab list from the cool fanfiction (500 words!); perfektionsfahrt; making the video for rhett; cooking (pizza pasta); watching jagten (15) writing into my diary; studying difficult english words; watching the first episode of hannibal with tanja; coding; reading (16) studying words; texting with randos; a lot; working on my job application; reading (17) video editing; texting; texting even more; drawing a panda; reading (18) driving mom somewhere; watching a weird sitcom on tv; preparing for goretober; texting; continuing my fanfic (19) studying vocab; watching tv on the tv; texting; continuing my fanfic; trying to video edit (20) cooking; getting a haircut; texting; trying out outfits; making a playlist (21) reading; on the swingset; cooking; texting; studying vocab (22) studying vocab; picking out an outfit; date!! (driving); date!! (first kiss); watching vine compilations (23) drawing cats; texting; trying to make gifs; coding; studying vocab (24) making goretober gifs; texting; studying vocab; trying to code; making more goretober gifs (25) at tanja's place for the first time; playing guitar hero; date!! :3; cinema with theddy; sleeping at tanja's place (26) sleeping long; playing just dance and guitar hero; watching an episode of doctor who with tanja and kevin; making a theme preview for my behance; studying vocab (27) trying to code; meeting f., driving to his cabin; cuddling with f.; telling each other stories and showing pictures on our phones; driving home when it's already dark (28) being a bit productive; cooking soup; coding a tag page with 'isotope'; watching game grumps and vine compilations; looking for jobs (29) studying xml; cleaning the bathroom; date with f.; watching family guy with f.; f. singing in the car <3 (30) rearranging my closet; helping dad with the cooking (breading meat); driving to f.'s place (and staying overnight); watching a bit of shrek 3; eating mcdonald's food

— oct.

• (01) waking up at f.'s place; f. singing for me (johnny cash songs); studying xml and javascript; watching baby daddy; watching the big bang theory (02) studying javascript; watching baby daddy; watching vine compilations; even more studying; even more watching baby daddy (03) reading wikipedia articles; making a halloween playlist; picking up f.; doing the 36 questions with f.; doing other stuff with f. (04) cutting onions (my poor eyes); researching programming languages; at f.'s cabin, studying; trying to decide on a movie with f.; sleeping at f.'s place (05) in bed with f. and the kitty!!; new twenty one pilots album is out!; watching adobe dreamweaver tutorials; watching game grumps; playing hide and shriek with f. (06) studying sass; being annoyed at my family; coding in dreamweaver; playing a cute pet salon game on my phone; making a coding cheatsheet/reference for myself in dreamweaver (07) continuing my cheatsheet; being at f.'s place (he cooks burritos for me); playing dayz; taking a bath in super hot water; taking selfies with f. and uploading them to instagram (08) eating breakfast in bed with f. while watching friends; cuddling with f. and his cat; continuing my cheatsheet; doing that some more; watching baby daddy (09) working on my cheatsheet; cooking for a long time; studying css precompilers; breaking the wire on my teeth with a crunchy french fry; watching baby daddy (10) playing a crossword puzzle app; driving to grüner see with f.; skipping rocks; listenting to childhood tv show intros in the car (and eating mci); watching bauer sucht frau (11) f. driving me home very early; cleaning the bathroom; watching an angular tutorial; driving to f. again; watching a react tutorial (12) watching f. smoke; driving home with f.; cooking; playing uno, blöff, and wanted with f.; watching an episode of doctor who with f. and tanja and kevin (13) waking up next to f. in my bed!; playing battleblock theatre with f.; relative meeting - good food; playing games like concept and dixit with all the people (partly in english because of tom); watching a react tutorial (14) sunday breakfast; going to f.'s place; trying to clean his living room; going out for pizza; playing mario on the gameboy (15) waking up next to f.; getting stuff done at home; working on my job applications; driving to f. again; falling asleep next to f. (16) watching the first episode of the new doctor who series (13th doctor); meeting f.'s dad; going shopping with f.; playing sims (so many new things!); eating cereal (17) waking up next to f. and cuddling a lot; cooking at home; finding new songs for my playlist; making a list of jobs i want to apply to; installing a relationship day counter on my phone (18) coding a site; doing crossword puzzles; waiting for f.; sending job applications; listening to music and eating pringles (19) showering with f.; finding new songs for my playlist; learning git; watching the dan and phil mukbang; driving to f.'s place (20) playing portal 2 with f.; eating schnitzel; at f.'s cabin; playing with the cute neighbor dog; watching catch me if you can with f. (21) watching doctor who with f.; eating some good stuff; watching webdev tutorials; coding a mobile-first website; texting with f. (22) working on my website; watching coding tutorials; waiting for f. to arrive; watching year one with f.; showing f. my cool clothes (23) cuddling with f.; failing at cooking; watching westworld while eating chocolate; updating my listography; browsing through instagram (24) coding javascript (perspective tool); eating breakfast really late; driving to f.; meeting his sister (dentist) and stepmom and eating pizza; watching bauer sucht frau (25) .; eating lasagna; watching american pie 2; f. makes brownies; watching spirit (26) eating breakfast while watching tv (me joghurt, f. lasagna); wandertag with f. (everything hurts, but we saw cute dogs); seeing domi at the wandertag; watching american pie 3; driving home and preparing for my job interview (a bit) (27) trying out a light alarm clock; reading about intact; reading tips for job interviews; watching baby daddy ; going to bed early (28) zeitumstellung; eating at sternwarte with my family; reading through possible interview questions; watching game grumps; . (29) watching dan and phil play resident evil vr; f. comes to my house; my first job interview; going to ikea with f.; watching coldmirror's harry podcast (30) adding songs to my halloween playlist; updating my listography; f. comes over; playing with f.'s tablet; helping f. with an email (31) playing with f.'s tablet; cool halloween outfit and lipstick; eating dinner at f.'s dad's place; watching an episode of vikings; watching the shining

— nov.

• (01) picking up tanja at the train station; watching dan and phil halloween videos; stritzel essen with relatives; watching mean girls with tanja; playing the logo quiz on f.'s tablet with tanja and dad (02) watching adventure time on the tablet with netflix; making s'mores with tanja; playing on the tablet; watching game grumps and cinemasins; watching scary movie (03) watching world of winx (with tanja); being invited to a job interview; driving to f.; watching school of rock; falling asleep to a nature documentary (04) going into the forest with f.; looking through f.'s photo albums; driving home; watching an episode of the big bang theory; hearing the grumps say my name (05) watching video tutorials in preperation for my job interview; making a new blog; watching game grumps and design videos; phoning with f.; skyping with f. for the first time (06) watching video tutorials; creating a new listography account; installing a time tracker on firefox and my phone; collecting halloween dragons on dragoncave; shaving (07) preparing for "roadtrip"; leaving - f. drives; job interview; getting accepted!! i have a job now!; driving home and talking about moving in with f. (08) waking up next to f. and writing todo lists; writing emails to companies; looking for an airbnb and texting the host; going to the bank with mom for a credit card; otherwise working hard on my "moving out" todo list (09) working on my todo list; driving to the city (shopping, tattoo place, dentist); writing a list of stuff to take to the airbnb place; buying things for moving out with mom and dad; playing a jeopardy app (10) 1 month with f.!!!; cleaning my room; sorting my socks; f. is here; cuddling (11) bad morning; going through the list with f.; packing the stuff from the cellar with f.; watching formula 1 videos; comfortable evening (12) collecting random useful stuff from all around the house; driving to f.; going grocery shopping with f.; watching american pie 3; watching jackass 3 (13) watching illustrator tutorials on f.'s tv; eating a burger f. made (delicious!); trying out illustrator; playing with my phone alot bc feli is on my laptop; playing the picross game on my phone (14) listing brands to avoid; getting my tattoo touched up; doing nothing all day; doing a website mockup in photoshop (and partly in illustrator); playing a pocket city game on my phone (15) playing the game on my phone again; doing housework; finishing the mockup in illustrator; watching video tutorials; texting with f. about his day at the temporary workplace (16) doing nothing really; watching youtube videos; studying git; making food for dad and manuel; studying some more git (17) grocery shopping for my family; making a summary of git commands; starting to read a dinosaur book; cooking; reading the dinosaur book again (birds are reptiles!) (18) first snow!!; watching the first fantastic beasts at f.'s place; dinner at his dad's; cinema ( fantastic beasts 2 ) with f. and his sister; bad headache in the evening (19) cuddling with f.; my fingers almost falling off when cleaning snow off my car; getting some stuff done at home; trying out the phpstorm ide; cuddling with mr. sloth (20) oversleeping; internet doesn't work, so i'm watching jurassic world 2; watching mulan; watching breaking bad for the first time with f.; starting to watch the danish girl (21) finishing the danish girl; f. is driving home; watching breaking bad; cooking; writing a list for f. (22) cleaning up my online presence; finishing season one of breaking bad; trying eyeliner (and failing); coding exercises; phoning with f. (23) grocery shopping (a lot!); buying the christmas present for f.; cooking; picking up tanja at the train station; trying to come up with a new game with tanja (24) packing for moving with tanja's help; looking at egobang posts on my tumblr; trying out the printer (again); watching an episode of breaking bad (tanja is also there); having an idea for a christmas present for our parents with tanja (25) sunday breakfast with just tanja; looking through all old photo albums; watching aladdin with tanja; driving to f. in the dark; going out (eating pizza) with f. (and drawing him) (26) playing a zoo game on f.'s xbox; driving home; watching breaking bad; helping f. with job applications; learning about seo (27) not really doing anything; trying (and failing) to code; texting with f.; watching pokemon videos; coding again (28) removing snow and ice from my car; trying to code but kinda giving up; going grocery shopping; watching a bunch of pokemon videos; watching more pokemon videos (29) coding a bit; cooking käse-spätzle; showering and shaving; driving to f.; starting sherlock with f. (but not finishing) (30) going to kirtag with f. (eating a hot dog); watching pokemon videos; f. goes to krampustreiben; watching kill bill; talking to f. about work

— dec.

• (01) waking up next to f. is the best thing ever <3; driving home; getting lots of stuff from my todo list done (mostly housework like cleaning and cooking); eating way too much; watching youtube videos (mostly pokemon) (02) waking up with my timed fairy lights; driving dad somewhere; cooking sticky chicken (yummy!); making a new icon and header for my theme blog (and the other one) in illustrator; siegi and roswhita are here to say goodbye (03) packing the last stuff; waiting for f. (he's 1.5 hours too late); driving for 4+ hours; arriving at the airbnb; first night in the room (04) finding out how much a weekly bus ticket would cost; going out to eat burgers (tasty!); waiting for the bus in the cold; going grocery shopping; driving to my workplace once so i know the way (05) waking up early; f. leaves to his schnuppertag at work while i chill at home playing pokemon red; driving to work for the first time; first workday ever! mostly watching tutorials; being exhausted as fuck (06) f. drives me to work (at around 10am); second day of work; still mostly watching tutorials; coming home exhausted; being at the "gutes tun" at the weihnachtsmarkt (07) f. drives me to work again (a bit earlier this time); watching tutorials; staying longer even though it's friday (gerhard showing me some things); going grocery shopping with f.; having a nice friday evening (08) watching youtube and playing pokemon in the morning; going clothes shopping with f.; not finding our car for a looong time; chilling at home; playing a cute pokemon app (09) thunderstorm in the morning; coding a tumblr plugin; f. is gone so i'm chilling alone; wathing the grand budapest hotel; playing worms with f. (10) coding with gerhard at work; eating f.'s tasty food at work; trying to code a bit; watching some game grumps; watching breaking bad season finale (11) i love cuddling up to f. in the morning; different desk at work - sucks!; difficult work; but hey, i get some stuff done!; watching cinemasins (12) flo cheers me up; first one in my office; getting a bunch to do; christmas video at work; starting to watch a natural docu with f. (but falling asleep) (13) finishing the nature doku; at work; taking a nice shower (i love this shower); f. finds a super cool flat (finally!); starting the big lebowski with f. but falling asleep (14) at work; getting food at work and listening to christmas songs; home for a short time; back to work for the weihnachtsfeier; weihnachtsfeier-essen (15) going shopping with f.; buying christmas presents; coding; watching joko & klaas with f.; going to the shopping centre again to eat asian food (16) coding while f. sleeps; checking out the pretty flat; watching joko & klaas with f.; f. watches dark tourist; going to sleep early (and not being able to fall asleep easily) (17) pretty long lucid dream; waking up at 5am; watching youtube for 2 hours before work; planning a tumblr blog; seeing emo pics of f. (18) watching game grumps in the morning; not really doing anything at work; cleaning up my tumblr sideblogs; watching hilda with f.; watching hilda again but this time alone bc f. is sleeping already (19) actually doing css stuff at work; replying to the landlord of our potential flat; watching hilda; working on my tumblr coding blogs; . (20) work work work; working on my tumblr coding blogs; starting to pack a little bit; starting to watch the super old a christmas carol with f. (21) going to work for the last time before christmas; stress at work (gerhard sets up github for me etc); calling the landlord about the contract; signing the flat contract; driving home-home! (22) playing obama-llama with tanja; watching dan and phil play sims videos with tanja; playing sims with tanja; practising our christmas song for this year's christmas eve; working on my "finances" document (23) playing old pc games with tanja (freddy english, abenteuer bauernhof); making christmas sauces with tanja while listening to coldmirror's harry podcast; preparing for finance-stuff for the new year; trying to prepare for packing; watching annabelle's wish with tanja (24) making finance-related excel sheets; playing die große schatzsuche with tanja; taking pictures while decorating the christmas tree; christmas eve and food; watching meg with the whole family (25) being dizzy as hell; finishing die große schatzsuche; good food again; painting my nails while watching game grumps' ten minute power hour; watching frozen with tanja (26) washing my hair; christmas family meeting; playing the game with tanja, florian, sandra, philipp, thomas, glen, karin; being bored while tanja isn't home; setting a new notification and ringtone on my phone (27) getting my hair cut short again (+ amazing selfies); early dinner (christmas leftovers); browsing art instagram accounts; playing pet sledding with tanja, like every year; watching spirited away with tanja (28) not a lot of breakfast; playing mario kart with tanja; watching 40-year old virgin without paying attention; watching random videos; not being able to fall asleep (29) horrible bedhead bc i have short hair again; watching random videos, including vintage fashion; editing my base code; going mattress shopping with dad and f.; browsing instagram (30) watching a ton of photography videos; finding the "advanced selfie" trend - exactly what i was looking for!; making a cool indian(?) sim; getting my car backk; using reddit while watching the office (31) listing goals for 2019; finishing packing; phoning with f. <3; eating a whole pack of snips; watching a game grumps vs super mega: mario party for hours

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