jan

  • reading:
    • sapiens
    • to all the boys i've loved before
  • watching:
    • grey's anatomy s10
  • shopping:
    • colored pens bc why not
    • stabilo highlighters (pastel)
    • books!!
    • zara sale
  • notes:
    • i deeply HATE how much it rains (not the rain itself, it's the thunders/lightnings that bother me the most) during the beginning of the year... can it just stop already?
    • under pressure, underpaid and working overtime;
    • so much anxiety i might die???
    • really grateful for the amazing friends i have in my life;
    • my siblings are for real the cutest kids on earth, don't @ me;
    • really really anxious.... i don't even remember the last time it was this bad;
    • 17/01: finalmente aprovaram essa desgraça de vacinaaaa!!! torcendo pra vacinarem logo o povo e começar a imunidade de rebanho pra eu ter meus showzinhos e festivais novamente;

feb

  • notes:
    • johnny's battery died again????? but honestly, thank god for good friends and fuck my anxiety???
    • am i alive or am i just working 9-9? uptade: i'm just working 8-11
    • my friends are the best and i really do not deserve them.
    • i actually want to kms, there's no way i can handle this much anxiety.
    • so lolla got cancelled... glasto got cancelled... no reasons to smile.
    • planned a trip with mimi, cacaus and mari mari for april so okay i have to keep myself alive until then.
    • i sent out the first draft of my tcc....... it's utter shite though.
    • 26/02: in a wild turn of events, i actually passed the CRC test???

mar apr

  • reading:
    • to all the boys i've loved before
    • p.s. i still love you
  • watching:
    • bbb
    • de férias com o ex celebs (s07)
    • shadow and bone
  • shopping:
    • bikinis (2 pairs) @ cila
    • airbnb and travel expenditures
  • notes:
    • i got a much needed week off and it was great. mimi, cacaus, mari mari, macholas and i headed over to his aunt's airbnb in sete lagoas and had a wonderful time there! mimi fez uma moqueca de palmito maravilhosa que quero inclusive replicar no dia das mães and we cooked pasta/risotto, which was really nice. we also drank a lot and had lots of fun playing darts, going to the sauna, playing cards and just talking in general (principalmente as histórias do macholas kaakka);
    • everyday i think i'm shitty at my job and that i'm gonna get fired;
    • reached the conclusion that i really really need to focus on my health because work is not worth dying at 35 from a heart attack;

may

  • reading:
    • p.s. i still love you
  • watching:
    • grey's anatomy s10
  • shopping:
    • birthday party decoration (mamma mia themed)
    • cake (for my birthday party)
    • sis' gift
  • notes:
    • aunt being very upset i didn't tell her i'd been cheated on... lmao, it was pretty funny;
    • sis and i are throwing a mamma mia themed birthday party for our 25th!!! sadly not many people will be able to come because corona is still a thing :(. buttt we ordered two different cakes, i bought decoration stuff and we're gonna dress up so i'm sure we'll have a good time regardless;
    • i'm really tired and i really need some vacation!
    • zappa vai sair da pwc...... dias que nunca imaginei que iriam rolar;
    • mimi got vaccinated!

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