——ㅤ january.

• 03. i hope this year will be alot better than 2023. / 08. winter break is officially over after today ): / 09. first day back to school, and its bittersweet. / 15. my bible finally came in - i got my tabbies on it! / 16. my 3rd armyversary! i love my boys. / 18. did two things out of my comfort zone! i talked to a stranger willingly (she had a beautiful baby boy) and i shot baskets with a stranger!; had an amazing time at the ladies night w/ jennifer & lainee! / 19. i tried something new (cereal w/ milk, my long term enemy); had fun bowling w/ the church! / 23. i saw an owl today! / 28. a good couple of days ngl / 30. got my acceptance to my college!

——ㅤ february.

• 01. worked out with kaylee <3 / 02. today's a good day! the barista at my schools cafe said im cute because i come in every day, and ms. marquez said im one of the best students )))': / 03. good day of cleaning and spending time with myself! / 05. i love the cafe workers, they are playing newjeans / 08. trying to be prepared for my first bio test, im actually sooo nervous. / 11. got baptized today! / 14. valentines day! and got cute stuff from my fufa (': / 20. i think bre needs to be my new online bsf we literally had a conversation on toilet paper orientation / 25. had a very good sunday. / 28. i did something very hard

——ㅤ march.

• 04. him him him him <3 / new month, new theme. / 6. this year has mostly been good to me. / 16. feel depressed? listen to bts. instant mood boost! / 22. i stressed so hard over my bio test just to pass lolol / i went to the duck pond and took lots of pictures, it was healing! / 24. the depression is back and hitting hard. but im trying. / 28. getting back into all the kpop releases I neglected... / 29. youth rally trip! / 31. my first resurrection sunday w/ hlbc; lunch with the montelongos!

——ㅤ april.

• 02. baptist bread w/ adm today :) / 10. senioritis got me feeling like ive been in highschool for years... / 15. earth, wind & fire was so good / kpop releases have been slaying tbh / 16. im kind of depressed again but i'm trying to cope better D: / 20. had a great day with ✨ him ✨. HE KISSED ME!!! / 21. olive garden double date with my mom <3 / 23. a long day; it felt like a whole week in one day. / 24. recieved the PSP scholarship award from my college (it covers my nursing school tuition).

——ㅤ may.

• 05. i had wingstop for the very first time and it was so good! / 10. college graduation! / 14. senior banquet today )': / 17. hs graduation. wow, i can't believe it's all over... 24. went putt-putting, had fun. / uhm... i cant believe i witnessed that D: (enriq getting into the pastors face...) /__29.__ ahhhh my moodiness has been getting the best of me

——ㅤ june.

• 01. hoping to have a good june! / 05. half of this week and all of next week imma be by myself... it's interesting. I'm gonna try to take advantage of it. at the same time, I hope I don't get too depressed. I'd be less depressed if I can drive, but I can't. / 08. house sitting - i swam, ate dino nuggies, played bitlife, prayer journaled, bible studied, and napped. what a successful day! / 12. mentally a rough day ): / 15. post-period clarity is insane actually- anyways... im kind of excited to be starting school again. / 27. been having a bit of a mental battle, but I'm trying to stay afloat.

——ㅤ july.

• 04. drove to Amarillo today. Watched amazing fireworks. / 06. finished up the trip to Amarillo to visit pastor Anthony and his family. I adored my time there, even if I did end up crying a bit. / 10. started practicing my driving... / 16. gonna disappear and glow up a bit :) I got two jobs over three weeks where i'll have nothing but time to improve myself. the only way i'll ever get there is if i try. / 18. i played minecraft for three hours today. / 24. going to albuquerque, new mexico for the first time for the "Our Time Southwest Youth Conference". / 27. got back from albq, nm today. although I got sick while I was there, the fellowship, preaching, and food I got while there is something I will cherish for years to come.

——ㅤ august.

• 01. got into my first car accident today... thats fun T_T / 02. im single again (': gonna focus on me. / 19. haven't been updating this by accident, but i haven't done much other than sleep, play roblox, code, and be on discord lol. 22. sigh sigh sigh. / 26. first day of college classes <3

——ㅤ september.

• 01. i hope this month is better. / 5. sitting here with an iced matcha latte, feeling all aesthetic before class. / 6. i dyed my hair to have blonde highlights and im OBSESSED. 8. 19th birthday <3 / 12. I got to see Jose Hernandez (astronaut from NASA) do a lecture and I thoroughly enjoyed it. / 19. me and kaylee played roblox <3 / 23. just tried a moon pie for the first time, it is actually so good. / 30. a lot has been happening.

——ㅤ october.

• 03. Trying to remember that Jesus loved me enough to die for me. / 14. emotionally a bleh month. / 29. slowly trying to get through the month and trying to focus on ME.

——ㅤ november.

• 01. wake up, its the first of the month !! / hopefully a better month emotionally. / 03. Adrian is in the hospital. / 05. i *really* need to start a diary, whether its on Notion or elsewhere. i think it would help so much. / 11. tried liquid, winged eyeliner for the first time. i actually looked really good <3 / 22. kamis 24th birthday, had dinner at texas roadhouse! / 24. made dinner w/ sis - white cheddar mac, chicken (omg i cooked it myself) and mashed potatoes. / 25. productive day with cleaning out the garage, but found out devastating news. / 28. had a good thanksgiving, especially at ms. sarah's house. i got to wrestle lainee and shay, it was really fun! / 29. got the christmas tree and christmas decor out. did intensive skincare. chapped nose showing true winter cheer.

——ㅤ december.

• 04. jin and jaehyun day <3 / 05. I love that im getting back into what I used to love, with no regrets. / 20. the teen party was so fun! / 22. I got nails that look like claws... i feel like one of those secretaries when theyre typing with the long ass nails lol / 24. sleepover with the boys and shay! & fun at ricky's house / 25. had a great christmas. / 28. I've been obsessed with 80s music BADDD these past few days. / 31. watched the ball drop (its at 11pm my time!)