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༉‧₊˚✧ ... fruitier than a fruit salad . . .

bookmarks:
JJ 2025 (Films)
絵梨 wishlist&goals
emi media (to watch - 2025)
leo shows (2025)
crobat agenda
우주소녀 its
Amanda ivyink
Apartmentcat j u n o
Aspen jai
Bea jam
Bianca jax
Bliss jay
Brie jayne.
Bru jen
Bárbara julia
Candice Austen julie
Cat julyana
Edii just a girl
Elise jéssica
EstroJen júlia
FER k
Gelly k. e. bigelow
Han kaitlin
IBelieveInPen... kales
JJ kaori
Jenni kari
Júlia katya
Kate keetanlaani
Katrina kelly ୭ৎ
Kay kellylouise
Kelsey koi
Kelsey kurispie
Kiskadee kye
Lari lagoon
Laurene lari
Luciana lataefah
Maggie laughing lady...
Matsu lauren
Misha lee
Oh! leo
Origan letícia
Panda lie
Rebecca lila
Rhiannon lili
Ryan liraz
Sarah lisa
Shannon lissa
Sore listography
Stavros littlewhitehouse
StormFyrie liz
V lo
Venisse lois
Vicky louise
a ~ love
abby lua f.
ace luci
aivin luiza
alexandra lulu
alexia lunna
alexithymia m.
alice o'bright maha
ally maia
amber maido
amy malu
ana mapholie
andie marah
ane marcella
angel marcella
angie maria
anisha marido
anna marina
anna marruá
anna mau
antoinette max
ara maxy
arantxa mei
aria mezzo piano
ash meℓina and th...
aster mia
atlas miana
ayden michelle
azu mila
baba yaga mimi
babylove miya
baroqueen mmurklins
bea! monday
beable moon
bee moon
bel moony
belle morimoonie
berlingot moute
bia mæria
bianca na
birdie nai
birdsong nana
blair nana
bloodbride nathália
blume nessa
bonafini nic
brigtter nina
broccomilie nina
brookie! no one
c nyanbot
callie ohdeer
cariatide pam
carol peaches
caroline petra
caroline priscila
caroline pétala
cassie rae
cedar raxaaa
cee riho
ch. rika
chan ro
chrissy rodi
christina rose
clare runa
cláudia ruptures
coleen s.
colove s.
constelacione... s. n.
crobat sam
czar selena
d shakti
daisy shannon
damien shosanna
dani shug avery
dayna silverb
debs skudge
derura ihi skye
dina sloane
doki. sms
e soel
eden sofia
eleven softie
eli sophie
elihomicidal speedtrials
elise steph
elizabeth sumire
ella tana
elle tanan
elodie tanja
em tay
emi tenneil
emi the traveler
emily tigerhead
emma tori
encre tori
endlessness u
envy valeyvonne
enya vee
eri vetica
erika vi
estella vices
esther vicky
evan vickye
evelyn vitória
fallon vizy
fefa whit
felipe willow
fernanda with a cherry...
fia yuu
florrie zai
furiousrose zoey
ʚɞ
gabs
georgia rose
gideon ᴠɪʀɢᴏ
gigi ℋosho
giulia
halinka ℬlade
hayley ユノ
homura
honeybee
humi 乙女解剖
hunni
hyena 絵梨
iana
immagina
inara ꜱᴀᴡʏᴇʀ
isa 알바
isabella words
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january

  • 01. for some reason i kept falling asleep & felt exhausted almost the entire day. 02. sent an e-mail to my grammar professor, asked a friend to borrow money. 03. completed a grammar test which was supposed to take an hour, but I did it in ~20 mins, another possible crush, mom body shaming me. 04. going back home, cleaning, tidying, generally being HAPPY. 05. therapy session, therapist basically confirming I'm on the autism spectrum. leaving both uni chats on whatsapp and telling them I'm too stressed out, having a breakdown/meltdown over it. 06. double vision and generally being unable to walk, move, see properly the entire fucking day due to too many tegretol the previous day. 07. an exam I wasn't ready in. suicidal but with no intent to take action. taking too much tegretol once again. 08. ordered mcdonald's breakfast. then unable to see properly again. same thing as friday basically, just less intense. ordered a mushroom pizza in the evening. 09. did some self help work. cooked chicken stripes. felt good for the majority of the day!! watched a lot of the office and b99.

march

  • 01. woke up with a ton of anxiety. wasn't a productive or social day at all. 😒 kept getting angry at little things. watched TV the whole day. mood dropped in the middle of the day for like less than 10 mins. ordered a few groceries (mainly cat food). at the end of the day moved to the study and felt better.

april

  • 15. at grandma's. excited for the met gala. drank a ton of coffee. mainly just listened to music and watched TV. a very lazy day!!

june

  • 01. cancelled therapy & felt very guilty about it, ugh. 02. cleaned the entire apartment, felt irritated on and off.

july

  • 02. got tickets for the eras tour next year in Poland. felt over the moon. 25. ate potato pancakes, played scrabble with grandma, worked a bit.

september

  • 13. only got 2 hours of sleep, mainly because i HAD to watch the VMAs. didn't do my academic writing homework, wrote the professor and e-mail, nearly fell asleep in class, felt sick and bad so i just went home after the 1st lecture, felt like a huge disappointment and a let down, kept taking xanax, kept falling asleep (never fully falling asleep), went to bed angry.
dec 6 2022 ∞
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