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elihomicidal Anime/Donghua (★ Watched 2025)
Wolf music (albums 2025)
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우주소녀 ivyink
Amanda j u n o
Apartmentcat jai
Aspen jam
Bea jax
Bianca jay
Bliss jayne.
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Bru julia
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Cat just a girl
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Han kales
IBelieveInPen... kaori
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Júlia keetanlaani
Kate kelly ୭ৎ
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Kay koi
Kelsey kurispie
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Kiskadee lagoon
Lari landon
Laurene lari
Luciana lataefah
Maggie laughing lady...
Matsu lauren
Oh! lee
Origan letícia
Panda lie
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Rhiannon lili
Ryan liraz
Sarah lisa
Shannon lissa
Sore listography
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StormFyrie liz
V lo
Venisse lois
Vicky louise
Wolf love
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abby luci
ace luiza
aivin lulu
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alexia m.
alexithymia maha
alice o'bright maia
ally maido
amber malu
amy mapholie
ana marah
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ane marcella
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ara mei
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azu mimi
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brookie! no one
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cariatide pam
carol peaches
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cee riho
ch. rika
chan ro
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christina rose
cig runa
clare ruptures
cláudia s.
coleen s.
constelacione... s. n.
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czar selena
d shakti
daisy shannon
damien shosanna
dani shug avery
dayna silverb
debs skudge
derura ihi skye
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doki. sms
e soel
eden sofia
eleven softie
eli sophie
elihomicidal speedtrials
elise steph
elizabeth sumire
ella tana
elle tanan
elodie tanja
em tay
emi tenneil
emi the traveler
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emma tori
encre tori
endlessness u
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enya vee
eri vetica
erika vi
estella vices
esther vicky
evan vickye
evelyn vitória
fallon vizy
fefa whit
felipe willow
fernanda with a cherry...
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furiousrose zoey
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gideon
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halinka
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homura ユノ
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hunni 乙女解剖
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iana 絵梨
immagina
inara
isa ꜱᴀᴡʏᴇʀ
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january

  • 01. for some reason i kept falling asleep & felt exhausted almost the entire day. 02. sent an e-mail to my grammar professor, asked a friend to borrow money. 03. completed a grammar test which was supposed to take an hour, but I did it in ~20 mins, another possible crush, mom body shaming me. 04. going back home, cleaning, tidying, generally being HAPPY. 05. therapy session, therapist basically confirming I'm on the autism spectrum. leaving both uni chats on whatsapp and telling them I'm too stressed out, having a breakdown/meltdown over it. 06. double vision and generally being unable to walk, move, see properly the entire fucking day due to too many tegretol the previous day. 07. an exam I wasn't ready in. suicidal but with no intent to take action. taking too much tegretol once again. 08. ordered mcdonald's breakfast. then unable to see properly again. same thing as friday basically, just less intense. ordered a mushroom pizza in the evening. 09. did some self help work. cooked chicken stripes. felt good for the majority of the day!! watched a lot of the office and b99.

march

  • 01. woke up with a ton of anxiety. wasn't a productive or social day at all. 😒 kept getting angry at little things. watched TV the whole day. mood dropped in the middle of the day for like less than 10 mins. ordered a few groceries (mainly cat food). at the end of the day moved to the study and felt better.

april

  • 15. at grandma's. excited for the met gala. drank a ton of coffee. mainly just listened to music and watched TV. a very lazy day!!

june

  • 01. cancelled therapy & felt very guilty about it, ugh. 02. cleaned the entire apartment, felt irritated on and off.

july

  • 02. got tickets for the eras tour next year in Poland. felt over the moon. 25. ate potato pancakes, played scrabble with grandma, worked a bit.

september

  • 13. only got 2 hours of sleep, mainly because i HAD to watch the VMAs. didn't do my academic writing homework, wrote the professor and e-mail, nearly fell asleep in class, felt sick and bad so i just went home after the 1st lecture, felt like a huge disappointment and a let down, kept taking xanax, kept falling asleep (never fully falling asleep), went to bed angry.
dec 6 2022 ∞
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