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- A — as i got older i realized i’m not just shy, introverted, awkward or sensitive, but that i suffer from social anxiety.
- B — because of my childhood trauma i’ve developed a personality disorder since the age of around 15.
- C — chatting with my best friends makes me feel really nice.
- D — during lunchtime at school i used to sit in the classroom, cry and hit the walls.
- E — even though i have depression, i’m still able to go to university or leave my bed.
- F — for my birthday i once got a typewriter, i was extremely happy.
- G — getting ready in the morning is either fun or exhausting and boring.
- H — however much i try to succeed, most of the time i fail miserably.
- I — i’ve learnt how to raise one eyebrow.
- J — jokes about rape are not funny in the slightest, if you joke about a serious matter like that i will 100% not want to have to do anything with you anymore.
- K - kinda want to slit my wrists and overdose.
- L — liking and loving my fp for 2 years has been an exhausting yet often times an exhilarating process.
- M — marriage seems so interesting yet scary to me, probably because of how many books about dysfunctinal marriages i’ve read.
- N — not to sound rude, but i hate when people actively seek attention, eapecially by showing publicly their self harm.
- O — on my desk there are a few notebooks that i need to write in and stationary.
- P — pain is what i often enjoy.
- K — kate middleton is my idol.
- R — riga is the city i live in.
- S — sleep is for the weak. lately i’ve been sleeping 3-7 hours with some exceptions though.
- T — theatre plays are awesome, especially if they’re based on a book or a movie.
- U — usa is the nr. 1 country i wanna visit, but the plane tickets are too expensive.
- V — vine used to be one of my favorite social medias, but then it got deleted.
- W — winter is the time i don’t have to shave my legs. i hate shaving them.
- X — x-factor latvia is one of my recent obsessions.
- Z — zoloft is a med that helps a lot with my ocd and intrusive thoughts.
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