— may.

• 23 ┊ woke up late and didn't want to leave the bed / went to buy DXM, a pizza slice and gave back borrowed money / paid for spotify / took a shower, washed my hair / colored
• 24 ┊ ordered mcdonald's breakfast at 6 am/ was very bored so i took 600 mg lamictal, felt sick, slept / drank 2 bottles of gin&tonic / ordered a kebab
• 25 ┊ had a bad therapy session / cleaned a bit / started rewatching killing eve / did not leave the house / did not buy anything

— june.

• 01 ┊ no sleep at all / dxm / rewatching kiling eve
• 04 ┊ roadtrip / a delcious lunch / quince ince cream / DXM / killing eve / spotify
• 05 ┊ watching the new conjuring / DXM / chilling, relaxing / delicious lunch
• 09 ┊ psychiatrist / blisters / spotify / insomnia
• 10 ┊ cyclodol abuse (barely remember anything) / killing eve
• 15 ┊ tacos & margaritas with mother / wine
• 16 ┊ step dad's birthday / cider / coloring / KE rewatch / discord
• 17 ┊ suicidal / early bedtime / coke / coloring / course paper (which ended up poorly writen) / suicide plan
• 18 ┊ better mood / DXM / cleaning the house a bit / coloring mandalas / searching for xans for 40 mins
• 19 ┊ DXM / heat / back home / hypomanic / ordered kebab / all nighter
• 20 ┊ wine / being triggered / ordering food / helping grandma / unbearable heat / travelling to Smiltene / new pants / stardew valley playthrough
• 21 ┊ dbt group / headache / intense sleepiness / dxm /the heat / groceries / pizza / churros / all nighter
• 26 ┊ early morning / 2 torņi / cesvaine / going back home / 2nd vaccine / DXM / nausea

— july.

• 01 ┊ watched cruella with mom and sister at the movie theater / bought a book, shorts and 3 notebooks / ate a four cheese pizza
• 02 ┊ feeling bad / waking up late / DXM / borrowing money / salad
• 09 ┊ drove a bus to riga / therapy / psychiatrist / mental breakdown / DXM / reunited with cat / sleepless night

— september.

• 14. ┊ had wine / watched a marvel movie / finished wandavision / made a new spotify playlist / had a delicious dinner
• 15. ┊ watched captain marvel and iron man / tried to do DBT homework, but got frustrated / ate delicious dinner / made another playlist