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- 01. ┊ spent the whole day napping, watching shows and being on phone. was nauseas.
- 02. ┊ woke up at 1pm, fed Amy, drank coffee, cleaned the flat a bit (mainly kitchen), took a shower, changed clothes, felt massively depressed and suicidal, cried, took 90 mg DXM, felt better, updated Notion
- 03. ┊ was very moody and anxious, stressed, depressed, cried a lot. drove with mom to their place, got mcdonald's
- 04. ┊ walked sister home from school, slept, was suicidal and depressed, washed dishes, ordered pizza, watched Castle and Home Alone
- 05. ┊ drove to my uncle's place, illegally celebrated grandma's birthday, drank wine, ate rasol, had OGC, had a horrible headache
- 06. ┊ drove back home to Riga, was extremely irritable, angry and depressed
- 07. ┊ woke up late once again, washed dishes, drank two teas and like 4 or 5 coffees, watched my shows, felt a lot better today, ate a kebab plate, started listening to mitski
- 08. ┊ only slept for 3 hours (stayed up all night), cried, was hurt by something step dad said, listened to a lot of mitski, started reading again
- 09. ┊ wrote 8 pages for uni analyzing studies, listened to more mitski, watched castle, ate a kebab plate, read a bit, took DXM
- 10. ┊ can't remember properly, but probably listening to mitski
- 11. ┊ was rewatching bly manor
- 12. ┊ cleaning the house most of the day
- 19. ┊ woke up at 3PM (a little before), had a large cup of black tea and milk, drove to Vecmilgrāvis to take a walk, got home, drank a glass of champagne, watched 4 uz koferiem, took my last cyclodol.
- 20. ┊ woke up at around 1-2PM, played stardew valley, watched youtube, listened to Spotify, went to the store, bought and took DXM.
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