— briefly what happened each day.

• 01.12 | spent most of the day in bed, started studying for monday's seminar. at the end of the day felt very upset and hurt maybe.
• 02.12 | cleaned the bathroom and my room. not too much. went to the store twice. watched the x-factor till midnight.
• 03.12 | went to uni expecting to be there till 7 pm, but general psych was cancelled. had to hold a seminar for 30 mins with 5 other groupmates.
• 04.12 | barely woke up, fell asleep during biology, but still managed to understand the test, ate at lido, wrote the exam in logic, felt very paranoid my period started and that my uni friends are gonna abandon me.
• 05.12 | cannot remember
• 06.12 | overslept english, missed 20 mins of bio-medicine, accidentally fell asleep in class for like 15 minutes, had a breakdown at home, hit my arm, yelled, cried, took 1 mg xanax.
• 07.12 | slept for only 2 hours. had english, we all had to present, i got a 10!! went home and bought large lemon iced tea, my pc was being super weird so i freaked out, called veldre to make an early appointment with my psych.
• 08.12 | did nothing, only watched tv shows and cried and was hurt.
• 09.12 | forgot
• 10.12 | forgot
• 11.12 | took a bit more of my antipsychotic & mood stabilzer, almost fell aspeel during biology, went home and took a long nap.
• 18.12 | spent the whole day in bed, occasionally going to to kitchen to get something to eat and drink, procrastinated with studying, took more lamictal to stop the thoughts and before 0.5 xanax.
• 21.12 | went to therapy & then stayed in bed for the whole day.
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