♡‧₊ 　 january.

• 01. wild mood swings, suicidal, champagne, worst new year's, xanax
• 02. going back home, WandaVision, another WandaVision playlist, great stable mood, Lidl
• 03. WandaVision for the 26th time, crying (naturarlly, obviously, exactly), feeling like bad things are about to happen, not sleeping, too much coffee, texting FP, rewatching Don't Look Up
• 04. DBT (round 2), translating, study room, insomnia, less anxiety before and after DBT
• 05. psychiatrist, med change and new meds, WandaVision, intense anxiety, insomnia, sleepiness
• 06. less physical anxiety, finally slept better, psychological anxiety/stress about work and uni, lazy
• 07. deciding to change my sleep schedule, getting VPN, Parks & Rec, noodled, resisting against rewatching WV AGAIN, reading a pharmacoogy book
• 08. sort of fighting with Shannon, McDonald's with sister, Free Guy, Disney+, card blocked
• 09. watching WandaVision, but skipping the last 2 episodes, HAWKEYE (loved sm), coloring in new coloring books, waiting for Golden Globes
• 10. chain listening to Daydream Believer, on starboard twice, tortolloni with ricotta and spinach, avoiding work, gin&tonic
• 11. DBT, anxiety, napping for the first time since ages, ordering groceries, feeling hypomanic
• 12. mitski's new song, adele's new video, mildly hallucinating, fighting with Shannon, charging old phone
• 13. rateyourmusic, therapy was bleh, bottle of wine, internet academy new video, lorde
• 14. sister visiting, Encanto, WV server raids, groceries, ham and cheese pancake
• 15. pizzas, WandaVision anniversary, bad night's sleep/weird dreams, splitting on Shannon, Amy sleeping on my legs
• 16. splitting severely, not the best mood, gin & tonic helped, Killing Eve, Netlfix
• 17. wind storm, contract, learning more about mindfulness, stardew valley playthrough, parks & rec
• 18. full moon, mania, OGC, gin & tonic, cooking nuggets
• 19. psychiatrist appointment, running on little sleep, anxiety, making a GP appointment, Šarlote