- 01. ┊ chilled at home. watched the office, wrote in my journals, read a bit, took care of the cat, ate a delicious cake, leftover salmon, chicken, drank black tea with a lemon slice
- 02. ┊ took a long nap with weird dreams, finished the office, drank 6+ cups of black tea, took dxm, showered, chatted with people
- 03. ┊ took dxm again, put on make up, met with my friend, ate a vegan soup, drove at my friend's place with a taxi, took lsd for the first time
- 04. ┊ was up all night, had no effect from the lsd so we took cyclodol, in about 1.5 hours i felt fucking fantastic. lasted for around 2.5 hours but then i got super depressed, i soon left to go home. when i got home i took quetiapine and fell asleep, mom woke me up and we went to get stuff for my flat, plus the grocery store
- 05. ┊ woke up pretty late with my period, made tea, was MEGA irritable and angry, took quetiapine because i wanted to sleep and not deal with everyone's bullshit. took dxm later mood changed to very good
- 06. ┊ barely remember the whole day, had a bad reaction to dxm, was dissociative and hallucinated, took night meds plus quetiapine 100 mg
- 07. ┊ woke up missing uni, mom was mad. slept for 13 hours, drank tea, coffee, did absolutely nothing productive
- 08. ┊ finally went to uni, but fell asleep in the lecture, went home and took a short nap, went to see a movie
- 09. ┊ woke up early, drove to my place, cleaned the whole day, took a nap during the day, showered because i smelled bad pretty much, washed my hair, chilled in bed, went to bed early (midnight)
- 10. ┊ woke up pretty late (11 am), did nothing productive the whole day, went to the store, colored, watched tv shows, listened to spotify, took a pretty long nap
- 20. ┊ went to get DXM, passed out, watched B99, studied psychiatry
- 21. ┊ got drunk, slept, watched brooklyn 99
jan 1 2020 ∞
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