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bookmarks:
soel albums (truly no-skip albums)
ayden 2025 (television)
e mood ring ('25)
anna 2025 (monthly stats)
iyilik BIO.
우주소녀 isabella
Amanda its
Apartmentcat ivyink
Aspen iyilik
Bea j u n o
Bianca jai
Bliss jam
Brie jax
Bru jay
Bárbara jayne.
Candice Austen jen
Cat julia
Edii julie
Elise julyana
EstroJen just a girl
FER jéssica
Gelly júlia
Han k
IBelieveInPen... k. e. bigelow
JJ kaitlin
Jenni kales
Júlia kaori
Kate kari
Katrina katya
Kay keetanlaani
Kelsey kelly ୭ৎ
Kelsey kellylouise
Kiskadee koi
Lari kurispie
Laurene kye
Luciana lagoon
Maggie lari
Matsu lataefah
Misha laughing lady...
Oh! lauren
Origan lee
Panda leo
Rebecca letícia
Rhiannon lie
Ryan lila
Sarah liraz
Shannon lisa
Sore lissa
Stavros listography
StormFyrie littlewhitehouse
V liz
Venisse lois
Vicky louise
a ~ love
abby lua f.
ace luci
aivin luiza
alexandra lulu
alexia lunna
alexithymia m.
alice o'bright maha
ally maia
amber maido
amy malu
ana mapholie
andie marah
ane marcella
angel marcella
angie maria
anisha marido
anna marina
anna marruá
anna mau
anna max
antoinette maxy
ara mei
arantxa mezzo piano
aria meℓina and th...
aster mia
atlas miana
ayden michelle
azu mila
baba yaga mimi
babylove miya
baroqueen mmurklins
bea! monday
beable moon
bee moon
bel moony
belle morimoonie
berlingot moute
bia mæria
bianca na
birdie nai
birdsong nana
blair nana
bloodbride nathália
bonafini nessa
brigtter nic
broccomilie nina
brookie! nina
c no one
callie nyanbot
cariatide ohdeer
carol pam
caroline peaches
caroline petra
caroline priscila
cassie pétala
cedar raxaaa
cee riho
ch. rika
chan ro
chrissy rodi
christina rose
clare ruptures
cláudia s.
coleen s.
colove s. n.
constelacione... sam
czar selena
d shakti
daisy shannon
damien shosanna
dani shug avery
dayna silverb
debs skudge
derura ihi skye
dina sloane
doki. sms
e soel
e sofia
eden softie
eleven sophie
eli speedtrials
elihomicidal steph
elise sumire
elizabeth tana
ella tanan
elle tanja
elodie tay
em tenneil
emi the traveler
emi tigerhead
emily tori
emma tori
encre u
endlessness vee
envy vetica
enya vi
erika vices
estella vicky
esther vickye
evan vitória
evelyn vizy
fallon whit
fefa willow
felipe with a cherry...
fernanda yuu
fia zai
florrie zoey
furiousrose ʚɞ
gabs
georgia rose ᴠɪʀɢᴏ
gideon ℋosho
gigi
giulia えりい
graci ユノ
halinka
hayley
homura 乙女解剖
honeybee
humi
hyena
iana ꜱᴀᴡʏᴇʀ
immagina 알바
inara words
isa
  • 01. I remember I was having wild mood swings & was even suicidal, stole a blade
  • 02. stable, good day. packed to go home, brought all my stuff up to my flat with the help of my mom, drove to get groceries at Lidl, fogot about cat food, so had to go to the store to get it, which was OK, because I also got my coffee. unpacked with moderate back pain. watched WandaVision (of course), chatted with friends
  • 03. watched WandaVision, listened to my new W+V playlist, painted nails, took a diazepam from anxiety (my last one), ate salmon, decided to prasctise more the PLEASE skills of DBT, Spotify, INTENSE anxiety, messaged my FP, panic attack, insomnia and sleepinesss, tried to fall asleep/take naps, but failed
  • 04. indiviudal therapy, which did not start so well, but ended okay, felt less anxious than before about DBT, successful first (well, my second first) DBT sessionprocrastinated from translating the cartoon, but ended up finishing it in 6-7 hours
  • 05. threw up acid again, intense, intense, anxiety, horrible sleep, saw my psychiatrist, got prescribed tileptal (totally new) and truxal on top of my vraylar, almost got xanax, but she saw I'd already been prescribed diazepam
  • 06. tried to finish the bread that was left (it was super rock hard) and I almost cut off my finger, had to throw some of it away, upset and Shannon, learnt what potency means in pharmacology
  • 07. started reading (skimmed through) a book of pharmacology and apprently got very invested, made a Wanda meme, watched B99 and was not sure if I should rewatch Wanda today & then 2 mins later Jake says "This is my co-pilot Wanda Cohen". IT WAS A SIGN!! ate noodles, VPN, decided to change my sleep schedule
  • 08. started rewatching Free Guy, sister visited, we ordered and ate McDonalds and continued watching Free Guy. tried to get Disney+ for literal 2 hours, ended up getting it, watched Wimpy Kid 2 parts with sister. started Hawkeye.
  • 09. finished Hawkeye, said goodbye to sister, started coloring in the new coloring books, watched WandaVision, but skipped the last 2 epsiodes because I was already upset about something, mood changed (what a surprise lmao), chain listened to Daydream Believer and mentally time travelled back to when WandaVision wasn't out yet (first ep aired 15.01.21). waited for Golden Globes, chatted in discord.
  • 10. went to bed only at around 4-5AM, because I was waiting for the results of who got the Golden Globes, was disappointed in nearly every category. I was rooting for Elizabeth Olsen, Lady Gaga and Don't Look Up. chain listened to Daydream Believer, made tortolloni, pretyy much avoided everything and procrastinated, spent a lot of my time on Discord, drank a gin&tonic.
  • 11. had intense anxiety because of DBT group, so like 40 mins before I took 25 mg truxal, which made me super sleepy, so after DBT I napped for 2 hours. ordered groceries and made some dinner (pancakes filled with ham and cheese). felt very hyopmanic after that.
  • 12. had to increase my dose of trileptal, waited for mitski to release hew new song, which I loved, watched Adele's new video of Oh My God, talked to grandma on the phone, fought with Shannon, decided to charge my old phone for Finch
  • 13. overslept therapy and it was bleh this week, rated lorde's and mitski's albums on rateyourmusic, was triggered and decided to buy a cheap bottle of wine, which didn't even get me drunk
  • 14. sister came to visit, we watched Encanto and then the last NORMAL Diary of a Wimpy Kid part, WV servers got raided, ours stayed safe
  • 15. ordered pizzas with sister, said goodbye, pretened to watch the first 2 episodes of WandaVision for the first time on the WV server
  • 16. moved to the study room, managed to turn on my old PC, but the WIFI did not work on it, watched Killing Eve from my USB, drank 2 bottles of gin & tonic, which at first made me feel better, procrastinated the whole day (lazy Sunday), started downloading Parks & Rec
  • 17. big wind storm, aggravated with Shannon, felt so good as if I'd taken something, learnt more interesting things about mindfulness
  • 18. full moon, became manic (I'm a warewolf) AND psychotic, forgot about sleep, cooked pasta with cheese, started getting OGC, went to bed at 7AM, felt much better when I woke up, went to buy gin & tonic, finished reading "You", watched WandaVision and Parks and Rec, cooked nuggets at nearly midnight
  • 19. barely slept, tried to nap, but did not fully fall asleep, plus I had terrible anxiety. saw my psychiatrist, it went well. went to get meds at the pharmacy, made an appointment with my GP, went to buy Šarlote, then went home, drank almost all the bottle, but did not feel that good, had a headache (a mild one), so I went to bed super early (for once lmao).
jan 2 2022 ∞
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