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༉‧₊˚✧ ... the venom stole her sanity . . .

bookmarks:
nyanbot television (watched in 2025)
bonafini books (lidos em 2025)
grace ° ૭୧ ˖... (make time for)
sloane movies (posters i like enough to consider hanging on my wall, regardless of movie quality or if i've even...)
lo (currently)
우주소녀 j u n o
Amanda jai
Apartmentcat jam
Aspen jax
Bea jay
Bianca jayne.
Bliss jen
Brie julia
Bru julia
Bárbara julie
Candice Austen julyana
Cat juno
Edii just a girl
Elise jéssica
EstroJen júlia
FER k. e. bigelow
Gelly kaitlin
Han kales
IBelieveInPen... kaori
JJ kari
Jenni katya
Júlia keetanlaani
Kate kelly ୭ৎ
Katrina kellylouise
Kay koi
Kelsey kurispie
Kelsey kye
Kiskadee lagoon
Lari landon
Laurene lari
Luciana lataefah
Maggie laughing lady...
Matsu lauren
Oh! lee
Origan letícia
Panda lie
Rebecca lila
Rhiannon lili
Ryan liraz
Sarah lisa
Shannon lissa
Sore listography
Stavros littlewhitehouse
StormFyrie liz
V lo
Venisse lois
Vicky louise
Wolf love
a ~ lua f.
abby luci
ace luiza
aivin lulu
alexandra lunna
alexia m.
alexithymia maha
alice o'bright maia
ally maido
amber malu
amy mapholie
ana marah
ana marcella
andie marcella
ane maria
angel marido
angie marina
anisha marruá
anna mau
anna max
anna maxy
antoinette mei
ara mezzo piano
arantxa meℓina and th...
aria mia
ash miana
aster michelle
atlas mila
ayden mimi
azu miya
baba yaga mmurklins
babylove monday
baroqueen moon
bea! moon
beable moony
bee morimoonie
bel moth
belle moute
berlingot mæria
bia na
bianca nai
birdie nana
birdsong nana
blair nathália
bloodbride nessa
blume nic
bonafini nina
brigtter nina
broccomilie nix
brookie! no one
c nyanbot
callie ohdeer
cariatide pam
carol peaches
caroline petra
caroline primavera
caroline priscila
cassie pétala
cedar raxaaa
cee riho
ch. rika
chrissy ro
christina rodi
cig rose
clare runa
cláudia ruptures
coleen s.
constelacione... s.
crobat s. n.
czar sam
d sans soleil
daisy sarah
damien selena
dani shakti
dayna shannon
debs shosanna
derura ihi shug avery
dina silverb
doki. skudge
e skye
eden sloane
eleven sms
eli soel
elihomicidal sofia
elise softie
elizabeth sophie
ella speedtrials
elle sumire
elodie tana
em tanan
emi tanja
emi tay
emily tenneil
emma the traveler
encre tigerhead
endlessness tori
envy tori
enya u
eri valeyvonne
erika vee
estella vetica
esther vi
evan vices
evelyn vicky
fallon vickye
fefa vitória
felipe vizy
fernanda whit
fia willow
flor de cerej... with a cherry...
florrie xav
francisca yuu
furiousrose zai
zoey
gabs ʚɞ
georgia rose ʚᄋɞ
gideon ୨୧
gigi
giulia
grace ᴠɪʀɢᴏ
grace ℋosho
halinka
hayley ℬlade
honeybee ユノ
humi
hyena
iana 乙女解剖
immagina
inara 絵梨
inu
isa
isabella ꜱᴀᴡʏᴇʀ
its 알바
ivyink words
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briefly what happened each day.

      • 01.10 | had 2 psych history lectures. my fp asked my friend how i’m doing and asked to say hi from her. bought smirnoff and a coke zero.
      • 02.10 | had 3 lectures today, showed how dumb i am today too many times. bought gin & tonic for friday. got prescribed more xanax (1 mg x 30) and all of my other meds.
      • 03.10 | had 2 lectures in a new subject and i can already tell i’m gonna be a dumbass in it. had trouble focusing because i was extremly tired. then went to Alfa, bought mcdonald’s.
      • 04.10 | went to hesburger with G and K. left uni at like 5.40 pm.
      • 05.10 | cleaned the house. mom's colleagues are here and i got high and drunk.
      • 06.10 | went to the mall. was in my bed the rest of the day.
      • 07.10 | went to the airport to say good bye to mom and sister for 5 days. watched ahs, studied, and watched the latvian x-factor.
      • 08.10 | went to uni - psych history, got home, bought coke zero, watched VML and finished AHS: murder house - loved it!
      • 09.10 | uni - ethics & biology, went to circle k for a burger, got home, took 3 hour long nap.
      • 10.10 | had uni, went to mcdonald’s, bought a book, went home and mentally died.
      • 11.10 | woke up depressed, stayed that way the whole day. drank gin & tonic and self harmed and started splitting on my friend.
      • 12.10 | went to the airport, to get mom and sister.
      • 13.10 | went to alfa, bought alcohol and band aids for my wounds, went to a birthday party, got drunk, blacked out, threw up.
      • 14.10 | got home, stayed in bed all day except for when i took a bath to change my band aids which was extremey stressful.
      • 15.10 - 18.10 | too depressed
      • 19.10 | sat in bed the whole day, cleaned the kitchen, cooked pasta for my sister, watched the latest shows.
      • 20.10 | mom made me go to the store which i was barely able to do i even cried.
      • 21.10 | memory impaired
      • 22.10 | went to uni, barely woke up, at our break we went to lido to eat then participated in an experiment, which made me very stressful.
      • 23.10 - 25.10 | too depressed
      • 26.10 | cleaned the kitchen a bit had an incident with the stove, cleaned my room, watched the big bang theory, friends, went to the store with my mom.
      • 27.10 | cleaned the rest of the house with the help of mom and step dad, close family members visited, there was yelling at some point and my little cousin was being very problematic.
      • 28.10 | i dont’t know what my excuse was.
      • 29.10 | can’t remember.
      • 30.10 | woke up at like 6.50 am, went to uni in this cold weather, got home with a burger and took a long nap, plan not to sleep tonight.
      • 31.10 | went to uni - english, then drove home took a nap, drove back to uni - bio medicine, then went home, ate an eclair, bought chips and lemon iced tea & finally wrote self reflection for uni and then watched friends.
sep 30 2018 ∞
dec 30 2019 +