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bookmarks:
a ~ travel (current daydreams)
evelyn tv calendar
tay music (favorite lyrics)
love movies (2025)
rose podcasts (june 2025)
우주소녀 ivyink
Amanda iyilik
Apartmentcat j u n o
Aspen jai
Bea jam
Bianca jax
Bliss jay
Brie jayne.
Bru jen
Bárbara julia
Candice Austen julie
Cat julyana
Edii just a girl
Elise jéssica
EstroJen júlia
FER k. e. bigelow
Gelly kaitlin
Han kales
IBelieveInPen... kaori
JJ kari
Jenni katya
Júlia keetanlaani
Kate kelly ୭ৎ
Katrina kellylouise
Kay koi
Kelsey kurispie
Kelsey kye
Kiskadee lagoon
Lari lari
Laurene lataefah
Luciana laughing lady...
Maggie lauren
Matsu leo
Misha letícia
Oh! lie
Origan lila
Panda liraz
Rebecca lisa
Rhiannon lissa
Ryan listography
Sarah littlewhitehouse
Shannon liz
Sore lois
Stavros louise
StormFyrie love
V lua f.
Venisse luci
Vicky luiza
a ~ lulu
abby lunna
ace m.
aivin maha
alexandra maia
alexia maido
alexithymia malu
alice o'bright mapholie
ally marah
amber marcella
ana marcella
andie maria
ane marido
angel marina
angie marruá
anisha mau
anna max
anna mei
anna mezzo piano
anna meℓina and th...
antoinette mia
ara miana
arantxa michelle
aria mila
aster mimi
atlas miya
ayden mmurklins
azu monday
baba yaga moon
babylove moon
baroqueen moony
bea! morimoonie
beable moute
bee mæria
bel na
belle nai
berlingot nana
bia nana
bianca nathália
birdie nessa
birdsong nic
blair nina
bloodbride nina
bonafini no one
brigtter nyanbot
broccomilie ohdeer
brookie! pam
c peaches
callie petra
cariatide priscila
carol pétala
caroline rae
caroline rae
caroline raxaaa
cassie riho
cedar rika
cee rodi
ch. rosa
chrissy rose
christina ruptures
clare s.
cláudia s.
coleen s. n.
colove sam
constelacione... selena
czar seraph
d shakti
daisy shannon
damien shosanna
dani shug avery
dayna silverb
debs skudge
derura ihi skye
dina sloane
doki. sms
e soel
e sofia
eden softie
eleven sophie
eli speedtrials
elihomicidal steph
elise sumire
elizabeth tana
ella tanan
elle tanja
elodie tay
em tenneil
emi the traveler
emi tigerhead
emily tori
emma tori
encre u
endlessness vee
envy vetica
enya vi
erika vices
estella vicky
esther vickye
evan vitória
evelyn vizy
fallon whit
fefa willow
felipe with a cherry...
fernanda yuu
florrie zai
furiousrose zoey
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gabs
georgia rose
gideon ᴠɪʀɢᴏ
gigi ℋosho
giulia
halinka えりい
hayley より
homura ユノ
honeybee
humi
hyena 乙女解剖
iana
immagina
inara
isa ꜱᴀᴡʏᴇʀ
isabella 알바
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briefly what happened each day.

      • 01.10 | had 2 psych history lectures. my fp asked my friend how i’m doing and asked to say hi from her. bought smirnoff and a coke zero.
      • 02.10 | had 3 lectures today, showed how dumb i am today too many times. bought gin & tonic for friday. got prescribed more xanax (1 mg x 30) and all of my other meds.
      • 03.10 | had 2 lectures in a new subject and i can already tell i’m gonna be a dumbass in it. had trouble focusing because i was extremly tired. then went to Alfa, bought mcdonald’s.
      • 04.10 | went to hesburger with G and K. left uni at like 5.40 pm.
      • 05.10 | cleaned the house. mom's colleagues are here and i got high and drunk.
      • 06.10 | went to the mall. was in my bed the rest of the day.
      • 07.10 | went to the airport to say good bye to mom and sister for 5 days. watched ahs, studied, and watched the latvian x-factor.
      • 08.10 | went to uni - psych history, got home, bought coke zero, watched VML and finished AHS: murder house - loved it!
      • 09.10 | uni - ethics & biology, went to circle k for a burger, got home, took 3 hour long nap.
      • 10.10 | had uni, went to mcdonald’s, bought a book, went home and mentally died.
      • 11.10 | woke up depressed, stayed that way the whole day. drank gin & tonic and self harmed and started splitting on my friend.
      • 12.10 | went to the airport, to get mom and sister.
      • 13.10 | went to alfa, bought alcohol and band aids for my wounds, went to a birthday party, got drunk, blacked out, threw up.
      • 14.10 | got home, stayed in bed all day except for when i took a bath to change my band aids which was extremey stressful.
      • 15.10 - 18.10 | too depressed
      • 19.10 | sat in bed the whole day, cleaned the kitchen, cooked pasta for my sister, watched the latest shows.
      • 20.10 | mom made me go to the store which i was barely able to do i even cried.
      • 21.10 | memory impaired
      • 22.10 | went to uni, barely woke up, at our break we went to lido to eat then participated in an experiment, which made me very stressful.
      • 23.10 - 25.10 | too depressed
      • 26.10 | cleaned the kitchen a bit had an incident with the stove, cleaned my room, watched the big bang theory, friends, went to the store with my mom.
      • 27.10 | cleaned the rest of the house with the help of mom and step dad, close family members visited, there was yelling at some point and my little cousin was being very problematic.
      • 28.10 | i dont’t know what my excuse was.
      • 29.10 | can’t remember.
      • 30.10 | woke up at like 6.50 am, went to uni in this cold weather, got home with a burger and took a long nap, plan not to sleep tonight.
      • 31.10 | went to uni - english, then drove home took a nap, drove back to uni - bio medicine, then went home, ate an eclair, bought chips and lemon iced tea & finally wrote self reflection for uni and then watched friends.
sep 30 2018 ∞
dec 30 2019 +