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- failure, doing something wrong
- you paranoia ending up to be logical and rational
- ordering food at a place you've never been to before
- criticism
- having to deal with things on your own
- close friends leaving you
- someone blocking you
- what happens after death
- not knowing if you'll ever see your fp
- a professional that could deny you bpd diagnosis
- someone calling you an attention seeker
- the destructive things you could do
- your fp unfollowing you and unfrending you
- your fp not remembering you
- possible start of period in public
- withdrawals
- severe depressive episode
- presenations and seminars
- group work
- entering a class and having no free seats
- internalizing if you've been rude and realizing you indeed were rude
- never knowing your true diagnosis
- possibly placeboing yourself
- crowds of people
- any man on the street
- darkness outside
- forests at night
- abandoned buildings
- most horror movies
- weight gain
- clowns
- hairy spiders
- heights
- roller coasters
- rejection
- haunted houses
- ghosts
- shattering your phone's screen
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