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- at the age of 15-18 I was having auditory hallucinations, self-harming severely to the point of stitches
- I no longer hear voices (with a few small relapses), and i've been clean from self-harm for 4 months !!
- I was a very angry teenager, when someone did me wrong, I wanted to get my revenge and hurt them physically, which i once did. I used to yell out loud in the hallways and classrooms how unsatisfied and distressful I was, i overdosed at school because i wanted attention from my school's counsellor and to prove to my teacher I'm doing badly and just as bad as this other boy who overdosed at school
- i'm no longer as severely homicidal and aggressive, theatrical, dramatic, suicidal, revengeful, attention seeking as I used to be in high school
- i used to be severely underweight and anorexic/bulimic. I was a part of ana groups and chats
- it only lasted 3-4 years and I eventually recovered
- i used to have really bad anger outbursts. i'd crack mirrors, crack plant pots, write on mirrors, tear my hair, scream, damage electric devices like my old pc, phone, ipad. i destroyed things around me and lashed out at everyone around me.
- i do still lash out and have bad anger outbursts, but they've quitted down.
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