— events.

• 02. · 900 mg gabapentin
• 03. · 200 mg geodon

— hobbies.

• films
  • blakus ⋆ happy death day 2u ⋆ deadpool 2 ⋆ dumbo ⋆ avengers: end game
• tv shows
  • according to jim ⋆ chilling adventures of sabrina ⋆ how i met your mother ⋆ american horror story ⋆ viss pa jaunam ⋆ gatava pārvērtībām ⋆ modern family ⋆ the big bang theory

— health.

• ups
  • depression ended ⋆ high ups ⋆ a few good days ⋆ a lot less OGC ⋆ wanting to do things again ⋆ motivation ⋆ less intrusive thoughts ⋆ less appetite
• downs
  • anxiety back ⋆ paranoia ⋆ hallucinations ⋆ mood swings ⋆ fears of abandonment ⋆ feeling worthless and useless ⋆ everyone hates me ⋆ wanting to isolate ⋆ splitting ⋆ low empathy ⋆ suspiciousness ⋆ irritability ⋆ OCD ⋆ purging a few times ⋆ fluctuating body image ⋆ getting triggered easily ⋆ social anxiety ⋆ huge jealousy ⋆ dissociation ⋆ void ⋆ urges to be self destructive

— positive things.

• contact lenses ⋆ reading ⋆ a new book ⋆ writing ⋆ a new antidepressant ⋆ painted my nails ⋆ road trips ⋆ little cousin, aunt, uncle visiting ⋆ sunny weather ⋆ sister's birthday ⋆ movie theater ⋆ iced tea ⋆ coke zero ⋆ new foundation ⋆ coffee ⋆ hot cocoa ⋆ HIMYM

— negative things.

• being sick ⋆ writing less ⋆ less interest in music /spotify ⋆ missing FP ⋆ talking less to friends ⋆ feeling fake ⋆ being egocentric ⋆ curtains ⋆ mess ⋆ dusts ⋆ everything ⋆ wanting to quit therapy