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༉‧₊˚✧ ... fruitier than a fruit salad . . .

bookmarks:
a ~ travel (current daydreams)
evelyn tv calendar
tay music (favorite lyrics)
love movies (2025)
rose podcasts (june 2025)
우주소녀 ivyink
Amanda iyilik
Apartmentcat j u n o
Aspen jai
Bea jam
Bianca jax
Bliss jay
Brie jayne.
Bru jen
Bárbara julia
Candice Austen julie
Cat julyana
Edii just a girl
Elise jéssica
EstroJen júlia
FER k. e. bigelow
Gelly kaitlin
Han kales
IBelieveInPen... kaori
JJ kari
Jenni katya
Júlia keetanlaani
Kate kelly ୭ৎ
Katrina kellylouise
Kay koi
Kelsey kurispie
Kelsey kye
Kiskadee lagoon
Lari lari
Laurene lataefah
Luciana laughing lady...
Maggie lauren
Matsu leo
Misha letícia
Oh! lie
Origan lila
Panda liraz
Rebecca lisa
Rhiannon lissa
Ryan listography
Sarah littlewhitehouse
Shannon liz
Sore lois
Stavros louise
StormFyrie love
V lua f.
Venisse luci
Vicky luiza
a ~ lulu
abby lunna
ace m.
aivin maha
alexandra maia
alexia maido
alexithymia malu
alice o'bright mapholie
ally marah
amber marcella
ana marcella
andie maria
ane marido
angel marina
angie marruá
anisha mau
anna max
anna mei
anna mezzo piano
anna meℓina and th...
antoinette mia
ara miana
arantxa michelle
aria mila
aster mimi
atlas miya
ayden mmurklins
azu monday
baba yaga moon
babylove moon
baroqueen moony
bea! morimoonie
beable moute
bee mæria
bel na
belle nai
berlingot nana
bia nana
bianca nathália
birdie nessa
birdsong nic
blair nina
bloodbride nina
bonafini no one
brigtter nyanbot
broccomilie ohdeer
brookie! pam
c peaches
callie petra
cariatide priscila
carol pétala
caroline rae
caroline rae
caroline raxaaa
cassie riho
cedar rika
cee rodi
ch. rosa
chrissy rose
christina ruptures
clare s.
cláudia s.
coleen s. n.
colove sam
constelacione... selena
czar seraph
d shakti
daisy shannon
damien shosanna
dani shug avery
dayna silverb
debs skudge
derura ihi skye
dina sloane
doki. sms
e soel
e sofia
eden softie
eleven sophie
eli speedtrials
elihomicidal steph
elise sumire
elizabeth tana
ella tanan
elle tanja
elodie tay
em tenneil
emi the traveler
emi tigerhead
emily tori
emma tori
encre u
endlessness vee
envy vetica
enya vi
erika vices
estella vicky
esther vickye
evan vitória
evelyn vizy
fallon whit
fefa willow
felipe with a cherry...
fernanda yuu
florrie zai
furiousrose zoey
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gabs
georgia rose
gideon ᴠɪʀɢᴏ
gigi ℋosho
giulia
halinka えりい
hayley より
homura ユノ
honeybee
humi
hyena 乙女解剖
iana
immagina
inara
isa ꜱᴀᴡʏᴇʀ
isabella 알바
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the moon has awoken with the sleep of the sun, the light has been broken; the spell has begun

daily.

  • 01. ┊ got new glasses, finally got meds !!
  • 02. ┊ drove to Līgatne
  • 03. ┊ the x factor at 8pm
  • 04.DBT at 2pm ; student id card sticker
  • 05.MITSKI'S NEW SONG!!!
  • 08. ┊ therapy at 3pm (zoom)
  • 10. ┊ the x factor at 8pm
  • 11.DBT at 2pm
  • 15.you season 3 on netflix
  • 17. ┊ the x factor at 8pm
  • 18.DBT at 2pm
  • 21. ┊ finished you season 3
  • 23.THE OFFICE on netflix
  • 25.DBT at 2pm
  • 27. ┊ psychiatrist at 2.45pm ; therapy at 12
  • 29. ┊ crisis
  • 30. ┊ crisis
  • 31.HALLOWEEN

goals.

  • read at least two books
  • ✓ no or less dex
  • finish my marvel marathon
  • ▧ uni !!
  • ✓ journal
  • ▧ complete habits daily
  • DBT
    • ✓ attend sessions
    • do homework
    • ✓ diary card

to-do.

  • ✓ finish midnight library
  • ✓ sign uni contract
  • ✓ clean the house
  • start reading you

media.

  • tv
    • wandavision ♡ ↺
    • only murders in the building
    • squid game ♡
    • you
    • b99 ↺
    • the office ↺
  • movies
    • captain marvel ♡ ↺
    • thor
    • diary of a wimpy kid
    • diary of a wimpy kid: rodrick rules
    • diary of a wimpy kid: dog days
    • knives out ♡ ↺
    • the last duel
  • books
    • midnight library by matt haig ♡
  • music
    • the adults are talking by the strokes
    • she's my collar by gorillaz
    • light of my life by dafna
    • exile by taylor swift feat bon iver
    • till forever falls apart by ash, FINNEAS

quotes & lyrics.

  • "You, Vision, are the piece of the Mind Stone that lives in me. You are a body of wires and blood and bone that I created. You are my sadness and my hope. But mostly, you're my love."
  • "I think I've seen this film before and I didn't like the ending."'
  • "I only remember feeling completely alone. Empty. I just...Endless nothingness."
  • "It's just like this wave washing over me, again and again. It knocks me down, and when I try to stand up, it just comes for me again. And I...It's just gonna drown me."

mental health.

  • ups
    • at first I had less mood swings, good psychiatrist appointment, did my diary card and mood apps, attended group DBT, DBT addiction skills, helped my mood by watching beloved tv shows, drinking more water, less hallucinations, milder paranoia (sometimes), brushing my teeth more often, better hygiene, less coffee
  • downs
    • OGC, benzos, ritalin, dex, didn't take meds regularly, didn't do DBT homework, crisis after crisis, self harm, relapse in bulimia, immense guilt, mood swings again, depression, severe anxiety, OCD, intrusive thoughts, superstitions, paranoia, hallucinations (mild), not eating enough, crying a lot, wanting to OD, unstable relationships, unstable goals, fear of abandonment at times, wasting all my money, being in destructive relationships, dissociation, losing time
sep 29 2021 ∞
dec 2 2021 +