i. queen of disaster, LO LA. when i saw your face it was incredible, painted on my soul, it was indelible, you got me spinning like a ballerina, you're the bad boy that i always dreamed of, you're the king and, baby, i'm the queen of disaster, disaster. we celebrate our twisted fate, we're the broken ones

ii. farther away, sam valdez. you're like a dream i had once. living in this fog, and all of my branches are breaking off. maybe we could stay here, in our vacant minds. we don't sleep all night just to feel alive

iii. heartbeat, kopecky. and i don't know, know, i don't know what i can do for you. you make my heart beat, beat a beat like a drum for you

iv. particles, olafur arnalds. they're pulling me down on my chest, latching on, coloring all of my flesh. quietly, you hover over me, and i fight, but it feels like wasted time, feels like wasted time. say goodnight. i know that I'm swallowed in sea. we collide, colors that devour me. just say goodnight. i'm already down. and I cry, already down

v. always forever, cults. you and me always forever. we could stay alone together. you and me always forever. say you'll stay never be separate. hh darling it's alarming thing to think of us apart. you know you've got me in your pocket,you know just have to wait around, you know i'll keep you in my locket. just come here and we could settle down

vi. i want you so bad i can't breathe, OK go. in your fitted raincoat and tangled winter hair, cheeks a little rosy in the february air. i want you, yeah i want you, i want you, yeah I want you bad, so bad i can't think straight, so bad all my bones shake, so bad I can't breathe. and in the midnight quiet, outside the world away, we could have just one more night that you could stay

vii. this is the day, the the. but the side of you they'll never see, is when you're left alone with your memories that hold your life together, like glue

viii. nobody, mitski. and i don't want your pity, i just want somebody near me. guess I'm a coward, i just want to feel alright. and I know no one will save me. i just need someone to kiss, give me one good honest kiss and I'll be alright

ix. undertow, lisa hannigan. w want to sink down like a stone. you never lost me, you never broke

x. crazy train, zella day. mental wounds not healing, life's a bitter shame. i'm going off the rails on a crazy train. mental wounds still screaming, driving me insane

xi. writer in the dark, lorde. now she's gonna play and sing and lock you in her heart. i am my mother's child, i'll love you 'til my breathing stops, i'll love you 'til you call the cops on me. but in our darkest hours, i stumbled on a secret power, i'll find a way to be without you, babe. i still feel you, now and then. slow like pseudo-ephedrine. when you see me, will you say I've changed?