— want you so bad i can't breathe

• in your fitted raincoat and tangled winter hair
• cheeks a little rosy in the february air ♥
• then in the midnight choir, outside the whirlaway ♥
  • for some reason when i listen to these lyrics (especially the word CHOIR and the tone it is said in), i imagine her walking toward a window to leave the ward.. it's weird as hell

— this is the day

• all the money in the world couldn't buy back those days ♥
• you pull back the curtains, and the sun burns into your eyes ♥
• you watch a plane flying across a clear blue sky
• but the side of you they'll never see, is when you're left alone with the memories that hold your life together like glue ♥
  • this songs really reminds me of IP, especially how i'm walking in the hallway back and forth, i remember it so well, it makes me mad and anxious whenever i picture it, because it brings back memories.
  • and just like the previous song, once again i imagine my FP walking in the hallway toward a window and the sunshine touches her face.

— beach

• we watched the sun go down and then the moon comes out
• my mind is black and blue, it keeps pictures of you
• and all i want to be is in your company ♥
• i heard your voice today, but we last spoke in may, I STILL MISS YOU, now you're a ghost at sea, drifting peacefully, you'll never come back to me, i read your eulogy ♥
  • the "you'll never come back to me" part really crushes me, because what if i never see her again