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༉‧₊˚✧ ... fruitier than a fruit salad . . .

bookmarks:
birdsong music (every concert i've been to)
evelyn movies (shades of green)
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arantxa telinhas & telonas (filmes · 2025)
its diário de leitura (ago, 2025)
우주소녀 ivyink
Amanda j u n o
Apartmentcat jai
Aspen jam
Bea jax
Bianca jay
Bliss jayne.
Brie jen
Bru julia
Bárbara julie
Candice Austen julyana
Cat just a girl
Edii jéssica
Elise júlia
EstroJen k
FER k. e. bigelow
Gelly kaitlin
Han kales
IBelieveInPen... kaori
JJ kari
Jenni katya
Júlia keetanlaani
Kate kelly ୭ৎ
Katrina kellylouise
Kay koi
Kelsey kurispie
Kelsey kye
Kiskadee lagoon
Lari landon
Laurene lari
Luciana lataefah
Maggie laughing lady...
Matsu lauren
Oh! lee
Origan letícia
Panda lie
Rebecca lila
Rhiannon lili
Ryan liraz
Sarah lisa
Shannon lissa
Sore listography
Stavros littlewhitehouse
StormFyrie liz
V lo
Venisse lois
Vicky louise
Wolf love
a ~ lua f.
abby luci
ace luiza
aivin lulu
alexandra lunna
alexia m.
alexithymia maha
alice o'bright maia
ally maido
amber malu
amy mapholie
ana marah
andie marcella
ane marcella
angel maria
angie marido
anisha marina
anna marruá
anna mau
anna max
antoinette maxy
ara mei
arantxa mezzo piano
aria meℓina and th...
ash mia
aster miana
atlas michelle
ayden mila
azu mimi
baba yaga miya
babylove mmurklins
baroqueen monday
bea! moon
beable moon
bee moony
bel morimoonie
belle moute
berlingot mæria
bia na
bianca nai
birdie nana
birdsong nana
blair nathália
bloodbride nessa
blume nic
bonafini nina
brigtter nina
broccomilie nix
brookie! no one
c nyanbot
callie ohdeer
cariatide pam
carol peaches
caroline petra
caroline priscila
caroline pétala
cassie rae
cedar raxaaa
cee riho
ch. rika
chan ro
chrissy rodi
christina rose
cig runa
clare ruptures
cláudia s.
coleen s.
constelacione... s. n.
crobat sam
czar selena
d shakti
daisy shannon
damien shosanna
dani shug avery
dayna silverb
debs skudge
derura ihi skye
dina sloane
doki. sms
e soel
eden sofia
eleven softie
eli sophie
elihomicidal speedtrials
elise steph
elizabeth sumire
ella tana
elle tanan
elodie tanja
em tay
emi tenneil
emi the traveler
emily tigerhead
emma tori
encre tori
endlessness u
envy valeyvonne
enya vee
eri vetica
erika vi
estella vices
esther vicky
evan vickye
evelyn vitória
fallon vizy
fefa whit
felipe willow
fernanda with a cherry...
fia yuu
florrie zai
furiousrose zoey
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gabs ୨୧
georgia rose
gideon
gigi ᴠɪʀɢᴏ
giulia ℋosho
halinka
hayley ℬlade
homura ユノ
honeybee
humi
hunni 乙女解剖
hyena
iana 絵梨
immagina
inara
isa ꜱᴀᴡʏᴇʀ
isabella 알바
its words
  • fck the traffic light is about to light up green, should i run (what if i look stupid, what if something falls out my pocket, what if i don't make it till it turns red?) but if i don't run and it's still the green light but i am certain it will soon turn red.. so if i just stand there people will think i'm stupid.. i gotta stand a few meters away to check my phone and then go stand and wait for the green light when the light turns completely red and the cars start driving, that way i won't look like a dumbass.
  • should i say thank you? shouldn't i have been more polite? the cashier is being rude.. the burger she made is sloppy, that's because i was rude apparently so she's rude back.
  • repeats the order i need to tell my cashier in head many times, and i still get it wrong, because what if my voice was hoarse or shaking or too quiet
  • scared the cashier will give me back a lot of change and my hands will shake and i won't be able to collect the change fast enough for the next costumer to be annoyed by me
  • scared that even though i have not stolen anything, every time i walk outside a shop i'm scared it'll beep and they'll think i've stolen something
  • scared to accidentally break a bottle or drop something at a store
  • scared to drink from a bottle in public because of shaky hands
  • scared all my psychs and therapist occasionally will hold a meeting where they all laugh at me and discuss me and what an attention seeking brat i am
  • used to be scared to press the button on public transport because i couldn't understand if you're supposed to press it whenever the bus STOPS or you can press it whenever. i just avoided it at all costs and only got out when someone else pressed the button even if it meant i had to walk extra kilometers to get to the house
  • i used to live in an apartment building and to enter it the cars drove through a boom barrier and the little gate next to for people was not always open so you had to press this button but i was always scared to press it so i just stood there waiting till he sees me and opens the gate. so to avoid that i just stood and hid close to the entrance of cars and waited for a car to come so the boom barrier will open and then before it closes i can go through it
  • once there were guests over that i had never met before and i was EXTREMELY scared to say hello to them. and suddenly i felt like i need to pee SO MUCH. i was holding it in for so long, but i could not go to the bathroom due to social anxiety, so what i did, was pee in a cup. of course i threw it away but i think that's the most disgusting thing i've ever done.
dec 18 2018 ∞
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