———— ㅤ january.

• welcome to 2022 lol / / im seven years late to the trend but im getting into fnaf / UHM HELLO BLESSED CURSED SOTY??? / my armyversary is coming up and i'm very excited <3 / i forgot my armyversary :( / no bc gp999 is more exciting than i thought it'd be...

  ———— ㅤ febuary.

• 's apparently gonna snow im SO EXCITED / it did snow but was not exciting </3 / had red lobster with fufa n kami <3 / my gg era is now ??!?!? / jungwonies 18th bday <3 / vday with riv was great / field testing SUCKS / 2-19, bob euthanized / i wore heels to school, felt pretty / lord its already almost march <///3 WHICH MEANS YOONGI'S BDAY!!!!

———— ㅤ march.

• tempest's debut omg, it reminds me of rookie seventeen / dressed up as that "she doesn't even go here" meme for meme day at school / i cant believe i didn't know that next level is a remake lol / i forgot about yoongis bday ): / i hate daylight savings time / i think church is good for me / i dont like skz but maniac is good... / KAWAGUCHI YURINA DEBUT!!! she's a queen.. literally <33 / my mental health is terrible atm to be honest... its supposed to be better bc its spring ): / i am always tired nowadays...

———— ㅤ april.

• it hurts the most when you disappoint your favorite teacher. / i literally don't feel like existing anymore, everything is so hard lately. / im finally out of my depressive episode me thinks / jackson wang mv's are everything i could ask for. / me thinks i was wrong, because i literally feel worse than before. who was i kidding lol. / maison by dreamcatcher is literally the best bro / MARIE SAID I WAS PRETTY!?!?@??@?!@ / i have to do the pledges for the academic awards ... lol / MY LETTERMAN IS SO NICE / i did community service hours at the share autism walk - it was tiring but i think it was worth it tbh.

———— ㅤ may.

• tbh le sserafims comeback was cute but it wasn't world stopping (': / <<< i said that but i still stanned them #girlboss / summer is in a week?!?!?!?! my mental health is already doing better lmao. / i love summer.

———— ㅤ june.

• i cant wait for aespas comeback next month.... cus illusion is fire. / i start @ gbch today!!! / i met an elderly man from okinawa, japan! his name was yukikazu kokuba! / its bts anniversary!!! <3 / my obsession with super mario characters is going to get out of hand. / i am almost done volunteering! / << i am offically done :)

  ———— ㅤ july.

• it feels like my life is falling apart but im gonna try to heal the best i can. / i have spent the last two days doing what i want since the falling out with her. / i went to the park today and had a picnic with sisi >< it was great!!!! <3 / my mental health SUCKS but i'm trying to do better - which is an improvement in itself. / it sucks being poor ksdflskjdf

———— ㅤ august.

• school is in 15 days and i havent glowed up yet.... / update: somewhat of a glow up bc i got a cute haircut and my skin is getting clearer :) / i think i'm excited for this school year... i literally feel so good. / MY ENGLISH PROFESSOR IS AN EXO FAN!

———— ㅤ september.

• its the first day of the best month ever!!!!! although i just failed my quiz for algebra / my birthday is in two days OMG/ its literally my birthday HOLY SHIT IM 17!! / mentally did not have the best bday but i did get 80$ that i spent for room decor <3 / ive been sad recently / OMG RIV'S BIRTHDAY IS NEXT WEEK AHHHHH / the texas tech trip wasn't worth it ):

———— ㅤ october.

• im trying my best. / i feel like im a terrible person 😭 😭 / i've cried everyday of october thus far ): / my mental health is getting really bad im scared im gonna hurt myself again / im a little better / im trying, does that count for something? / i hate my life sometimes / anyways... im dressed as a 2000's girl,, its a really bad costume but i feel cool. also listening to 2000's music

———— ㅤ november.

• the days have been better! / today i look really pretty because i was dressing up for spirit week (dress like an album.) i did the reve festival by red velvet !! / i looked so cute for all of spirit week tbh!!! especially on friday when i had my presentation / had a breakdown these past two days 😍 but then today i was rlly happy...for the most part / i hope this is a sign the days are getting better.. / i was there for the withus revolution ♡

———— ㅤ december.

• things are getting better! i think. / put up christmas decor ♡ / I HAD PANDA EXPRESS IT WAS SO FUCKING GOOD ODNMSIKDL / im doing so bad in algebra im so stupid / i loved my christmas gifts heh / iiiiiii cooked for the first time BY MYSELF!!! it turned out rlly gross BUTTT i had fun... so instead im eating ramen (: