——ㅤ december.

• 01. this month is already rough but i'm hoping it gets better / 07. this month is bad emotionally (thus far) but I think I have alot to look forward to. I have winter break coming up, christmas, and graduation in May. hopefully everything will be good. / 20. volunteered at emerson for 3 days! had lots of fun / 22. im trying to do good.

——ㅤ november.

• 01. i started the day in such a good mood and ended it in a bad one (,: / 02. i worked at the library for 3 1/2 hours, and got over 11,000 steps in by walking around with kaylee :) GOLDEN ALBUM OF THE YEAR / 03. so many good releases last night... / 08. asu college trip was fun and a success! / i had a main character moment and stared out the window while listening to music (then i fell asleep LOL). / 13. grandmas surgery was today / 16. being having a past few good days / 21. bad kpop day - seunghan hiatus + the rest of bts announcing their hiatus

——ㅤ october.

• 03. i went to the gym yesterday and i felt so good / 05. I got accepted to st marys university! i don't plan on going there but its still nice to be accepted :3 / 10. what if I kill myself. / 24. lifes been rough but I think it'll get better / it rained yesterday and i loved it, i love rain. / 28. saw fnaf movie (illegally) and i give it an 8/10. / 30. its cold and tomorrow is halloween!! i love it. / 31. halloween and i finally started on my american literature project, its pretty fun!

——ㅤ september.

• 02. studying & eating wonton soup / 03. hot girl night - studying, updating notion, watching youtube, and reading / 06. i drank coffee today (im not a coffee drinker) / ate a delicious home-cooked dinner (squash casserole) <3 / 07. wearing the cutest outfit (imo). / 08. had a great bday! / 09. animaniacs concert! / 10. had korean bbq/hotpot for the first time! / 15. i made a new playlist that im in love with <3 / today we have a speed dating event to get our mentorees! / 29. life is somewhat better? there's still a lot wrong but I got my mentorees and jungkook released 3d lol

——ㅤ august.

• 08. today is one of those days where i feel like crying and sleeping everything off. / 09. oh my god, love me again... / 16. school has been going great thus far. / 19. feeling a bit bleh mentally and my stomach hurts a little but im trying my best! / 26. went to the county fair / 27. fall season will hopefully heal me / i wish i was in therapy

——ㅤ july.

• 01. i really do want to be better / 07. i've been loving every kpop release lately / 09. the past three days have sucked, i hope today is better even though im grounded / 26. haven't updated this in quite a bit but things have been going better for me 29. saw barbie with emily today!

——ㅤ june.

• 01. pride month fellas! / bts festa season omogmgomg (this is my third festa w/ bts) / 02. BRO BOYNEXTDOOR >>> / skz cb is so good i love it / 09. hello?! drowning in skz and bnd content to forget my depression. / 16. im in sad girl summer / but 'le jazz de v' slays / 22. kind of.. doing terrible / 24. tried korean corn dog last night and it as so good!

——ㅤ may.

• 04. finals and depression szn / 09. im trying my best~! / 16. i release all negative thoughts, energies, people, and enviornments. / 30. lowkey in love with myself

——ㅤ april.

• 05. taemin's back so why be sad / 10. literally so tired / superm released a song tho C: / 22. i took a gummy LOL / 23. finally listening to dday

——ㅤ march.

• 01. i am stressed. in a good mood though! / SNOWCONES >> / me when men: ( ＾◡＾)っ✂╰⋃╯/ 08. todays my half birthday! / 09. new coping skill? listening to music and crying? i felt alot better after / 10. FERNANDA RAMIREZ VIEWED MY INSTAGRAM STORY ABOUT HER MY LIFE IS COMPLETE NOW / 13. 3 years since we shut down the world, its crazy. / 14. ITS PI DAY LMAO / 16. i love music that makes me feel like the main character / 22. been so happy up until now... / 31. doing better :D

——ㅤ feburary.

• 02. valentines month C: / 06. IM DRESSED PRETTY TODAY / i started reading stone cold (an nct fanfiction) AND ITS SO F*CKING GOOD / 10. i have to make a decision for my college classes in two weeks which means i have to #talk to my mom about it / 13. omg i kinda hated this tutu for spirit week at first but its actually so cute i love it so much / 17. SPRING BREAK IS COMING CLOSE!! / i also have to talk to my mom abt my grades D: / 19. i love pink haired chanyeol 🤭 / 21. tryna have a good day! listening to music i really love <3

——ㅤ january.

• 01. i cried today, wasn't a good day tbh / 04. intentions set and relizations made / i finished emily in paris season 3 heh / 07. tried avocado sushi, alani watermelon wave, and chobani... I LOVED THEM ALLUGHUGUH / 15. went to five below today (:< / taro boba is... decent. but super vanilla and im not a big fan ): / 30. had a delicious lunch on this cancelled school day :D