——ㅤ january.

• 01. Started the new year off right by hitting The Final Countdown by Europe right on the chorus at midnight. / 02. Added to my neocities (a favorite actors page), now I just need to update my About Me page!; A very busy day for the new year - cleaning, playing retro nintendo games with Adrian. / 03. tried to do 80s hair and makeup (it looked semi good). / 05. tried chamomile, i give it a 5 out of 5. / 09. my nose has been really stuffy, i can barely breathe. / 13. went to cpr certification training today!; tried honey lavender tea for the first time, i give it a 7/10. / 14. first official day of the new semester! i like my professor a lot. / 16. got to dissect a fetal pig today in a&p! so fun!; had a side quest and picked up like 100 books that im gonna sort and donate. / 17. put on cute fake nails / 19. this whole tiktok ban thing is insane / 23. had a successful study group for a&p I / 24. had a fun time going bowling with the youth group. / 31. WE ARE SO BACK! (listening to upbeat music, watching anime, and playing roblox again).

—— february.

• 04. I feel so cutesy in my outfit today! trying not to feel insecure by the fact that the shirt is tight. IT ISNT UNCOMFORTABLE I JUST NEED TO GET MORE COMFORTABLE WITH MY BODY! / 07. at home haircut. / 09. its sad that i will never indulge in all the media i want. / 13. cobra kai final part is out and idk how to cope ): / 17. i've gotta find better ways to be consistent. / 19. trying to be more joyful & whimsical by doing random things like order strawberry milkshakes and watch cartoons in the morning. / 20. had a fun night @ LD's house with Jeni, Beni and Ricky :D. / 21. bible jeopardy at the church! won a 7brew giftcard & splitting an Academy card! / 26. back to my roots!!! (kpop, webtoons, ramen) / 28. The city having issues with the water is killing me because MY HEAD IS ITCHY!!!

—— march.

• 01. doing my mental health a favor and deactivating my instagram for awhile. / 04. It's my moms first anniversary with Ad! / 07. the last few days have been interesting... got to go to Lubbock for Ad's consultation, and I got to have a fun trip back listening to music; got to get good food like a chorizo potato burrito, ocean water from sonic, and a cotton candy snowcone; there was a big fight and e.m. ran away sigh. / 11. so much going on since the 4th of march UGHH / 13. i got aol mail for fun! they have the original theme and the original "you've got mail" notification! i even managed to get my full legal name lol / 26. life is kind of ugh lately, i always feel like things go downhill in spring. why? / 31. bought myself a ukelele.

—— april.

• 04. my uke comes in today im so so so excited! / played the uke (i learned you are my sunshine!) and read paper towns. / 10. filming my first youtube video today. / 12. so i dyed my hair 'red velvet' / 13. bought petunias for the backyard / 28. late semester depression ugh

—— may.

• 01. first final exam over... can't wait for this to be over. / 06. finally starting summer. / 07. i got a job, eating flan / 10. job orientation! / 12. first day working at Mcdonalds / 29. mentally a hard month, like always. every year, never fails :')

—— june.

• 03. nostalgia hurts / 10. im lowkey so tired / 21. very hard month. been prioritizing using my physical journal over this journal. but i still want a digital keepsake </3 / 27. I wish I wasn't so sad. I know healing isn't linear, but this sucks. / 30. we're getting there?

—— july.

• 01. It's been raining all day. Love it. / 07. Been mostly a good onth so far, although, I wish it were better. / 16. Waiting patiently for my hello kitty flip phone. / 21. I FINALLY GOT IT IN, TOTALLY WORTH IT.; finally getting better because summer is nearing an end. I always do better in aug, sept, oct. / 24. 5 celebrities dying this past week kind of hurts? / 31. arghhh i take my entrance exam today GRGHFESJFLMD.

—— august.

• 01. arggghddhfvjsdfkj sjhdkfhdjfkx, thats it. / 03. i don't know why i've been feeling the need to cry the past 3 days. / 14. WE GOT A NEW HOUSE + thrifted !! / 15. how the hell do you have a really good day, and then the next is SHITTY! / 20. bought a new laptop because I needed to download lockdown browser </3 / 25. idk why im suddenly sad

——ㅤ september.

• 01. jungkook day + we got bts toys at Mcd's / 02. koda got parvo.... it sucks. / 08. ate at cotton patch and was on the phone all day with my bsf kaykayyyyyyyy / 09. Adrian is in the hospital again ): / 15. Got complimented on my smile again :) / 24. I've been accidentally forgetting to update this - but I've been doing okay. Trying to go with the flow, even though theres a lot of changes - moving homes, new job location, new university :]; i've never been a big fan of change but they are all better changes in the long run.

——ㅤ october.

• 03. moving! / 11. my bts obsession is back and worse than ever / 13. JIMIN DAY !!! first of the maknaes to turn thirty oh im sick / 26. i genuinely forget to update this :( but not much has been going on lately. hopefully getting to work with my old GM again soon, but it's still up in the air. / 31. Started the day with healthy stuff (unsweetened applesauce and the v8 "delicious green" drink!) and meditation and a bible plan. Trying to build myself back from my depression.

——ㅤ november.

• 05. seeing my best friend today YAYYYY! / 17. solo jumped out of the window </3 / 27. thanksgiving! wow, time flied by this year. wym its almost 2026? / 29. agh idk i keep forgetting i have this diary but i must return to my roots! / 30. going through the motions of realizing the future (the unknown) is coming anyways, and i might as well be prepared for it.

——ㅤ december.

• 03. Adrian is in the hospital again. / 06. I really just can't believe this year is already coming to an end. / 11. got sick ): / 12. got a haircut that I am in love with. / 21. christmas near. switched to later shifts hoping it will help my mood